On Friday I went to see doctor, and she sent me to Radiologie (X-ray center) in Heilbronn Kaiserstraße 12. I reached there 5 minutes past 12, so it’s closed. So today I went back to see her (the allgemeine Artzin). And she asked if I want to go back to the same place, but I decided not to. It is because that Radiologie at Kaiserstraße only gives x-ray service without treatment. So I asked her to send me to the other one, othorpaedie or whatever. She called and made an appointment: tomorrow 11:30am, somewhere near DM, Wertwesen Park. I am a little nervous now. Please please please please pray that everything will sail smoothly. I can’t afford to miss wednesday class like today and tomorrow (most probably so )’: ).
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We learned that we are God’s tools and we talked about ‘surrendering everything we have to God, for everything that we have belongs to the Father, and we have them because He has given them to us so that we can make good use of them’. Easy to say than done, I would say. Normally Christians would say, “of course, You will be done”. But when it comes to the things that we really really really hold dear to, or things that we really really want, our desires, our wishes, our dreams… when all these represent each roads at a junction, I find it hard to decide. Logically, my mind would say, of course, God has the priority. But then again, is it really as simple as it looks?
I found my dilemma now. I prayed about going to Das Festival 2010, an annual Christian Camp somewhere in Germany and this year again, it’s at Stuttgart. On the other hand, today the news just out that MGSS RENTAP Games 2010 is available to register. There’s this badminton competition that I’ve been looking forward to and I really want to go. Remember how I planned to sweep all the gold medals there are for me?
God part came in. Both of these events fall exactly on the same dates. I find it hard to choose. My logical mind says I should go for the Christian Camp. But my heart part lingers somewhere to the competition part. Sigh. When it’s something that you really really wanted. The last day of the Church Camp is on 24th of May. And the badminton competition is also on the 24th. If it’s held in Heilbronn, it is not a matter at all, as I can just take a train back. But this year RENTAP decided to be hosted at Regensburg, and that’s in Bayern München (Munich). Googlemaps the direction if you are not sure the distance. I know I should go to the Church Camp, just that I felt a little 可惜. Sigh. If only God would not put both exactly on the same day…
But then again, I expect myself to be out of the (badminton) court for a month or two, after tomorrow. It depends on the result actually, but it’s quite certain to be so, for now. I can’t even play guitar properly now. ………
Sighhhhhhh. Endless stuffs to bother me. Save me.
[update]:
Come see picture:
=.=" Doctor showed me the x-ray picture and pointed to me my bone with fracture. :'(
gg-ed.
1 comment:
Decisions are there for you let you decide and understand which of the options are matter to you most at that point of time.
You just have to decide yourself which is once a life time, and which you will have another similar option in the future.
I think Badminton is "once a life time" - you will always have to rush against time(your age), against your physical ability(body condition?); Church camp is an annual event. You will have another chance next year to go. :]
(no flaming intention, just purely analyzing the cases logically)
Don't worry too much about the fracture. Time heals. Just let it recover.
明天会更好 :]
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