[Updates] Explosion and Win Yourself a Prize!

Heiya I'm back again, to bring you the update of the incident last night. Last night I slept quite late (making stars), so today woke up quite late, around 11am. So I quickly get myself a wash-up and ran down with my V600i (Seriously I NEED a camera now) and try to snap some picture so that I can show you all.

The incident view from my block

Can't see anything from this picture, right? Okie, let's move closer..

In case you can't read Malay, the signboard says: "Caution! TNB working is proceeding." Hehe, this is my version:

"Dont't come near! Dangerous area. You are a JPA scholar. Don't die here and waste government's spendings on you."

The TNB people are working on the box. I heard from my friend that they changed the whole power box with a new one. Come come, let's go closer...


What's the use of the bulldozer? Me myself also don't understand..


"I want to see closer..."

"What the heck? This is the nearest you can get?"

Haha.. I didn't go nearer, of course. Scare to die.. Typical JPA holder.. *wink wink* LoLx.


Last post I mentioned that we all stood very far right? This picture will give you a better understanding, if you don't. =)

Wakakaka... But also, if we go nearer, the officer sure will shooooooo~ us away. So, very embarrassing right? So don't go near better.

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I lazy to open another post. But this is really interesting. I updated my Messenger Plus! Live to version 4.2.1. Haha! And I found out something! Got "game" to play. Want to win LCD Screens, Xbox 360, Nintendo Wii and PlayStation 3?! Come come and play. All you need to do is to install the newest Messenger Plus! Live to your Messenger Live. Then try your luck =)


In this window every coordinates are different. I mean, one of the "dot" in this picture will make you win a prize. So far I haven't find any. 13 prizes left for this week :'(

Explosion

Weeee... As I was online and chatting, I heard some cracking noises. Quite loud, I thought just rubbish truck came to collect rubbish. ( But think again, will rubbish truck come during night time? 12am?? LoLx) At the same time, I sensed that the light blinked for a short while. But still, I ignored it. Later my friend came to tell me that outside something interesting happened. So I peered out...

"WoW! So many people! Standing looking at something!" Haha.. Then I realized some sparks from the power stabilizer (I think, not sure) So everyone was looking at that.. Sadly, I did not see the "wonderful" sparkling that they all talked about : (

Then just when I want to walk down to have a clearer look, fire brigade came! Everyone started to make "WWooooooooooo!" sound. LoL, as if to welcome the fire truck. Not always for people like us who trapped in a hostel to see a fire truck. Then 2 more police cars came.

I quickly rushed down with my friend. Actually wanted to snap some pictures, but sigh... Sony Ericsson V600i, what can I snap, moreover it was midnight?! So this was the only picture that I took.. Yea, peoples. Don't say I bluff you, but really, a lot people were here.


So, the team consist of 6 firemen (I think, again, not sure. Not polite to count number of heads rite? =P ) assembled. The team leader talked to them. I couldn't hear what order he gave. because I really don't understand why all the people stood soooooooooooo far away from the incident site. Scared that the box will explode again, I guess. JPA students - scared to die, because government has invested so much money into us. We must be grateful and appreciate our life, right? I'm kidding.

At first I did not understand why the 2 police cars came. I mean, what for? Then later I found myself an answer. It's simple: 作摆 ( useless). They came. The policemen came out from the car, talked to our security guard, then talked to the firemen, then left. @.@ Haha. Then, another "Police Pajero" came. I don't know how to call the car, I just know the car type is Pajero. Wait, did I spell it correctly? Nevermind.

Jawing: "Nanti datang TNB! Tengok la!"

True enough, TNB van came. LoL. But I also don't understand what for. They just looked at the power box most of the time. Then check something. Then took an ABC fire extinguisher and sprayed on the power box. "ppsssssssssssssssssss!" Steamy fume of Hydrogen Chloride evolved. Just kidding, but really, steamy fume did evolved, but it was not Hydrogen Chloride gas.

We all stood there also don't know for what. Maybe waiting to see another explosion (exaggerated). Yeah, I did hope for that, I want to take picture. Nothing fun anymore, so we went back to our room, sadly :(

Moral of the incident?
@TNB: Check your power box often, I still want to go Germany, damn much.
@you: This is how we, the "warga Cemara" behave when something fresh happened. Maybe we should "Wwoooooooooooooooooo!" again next time?
@"warga Cemara/Akasia": God will not let us be boring with our life. 2nd part of the A-Level exam is coming ( for the seniors), don't just study, come enjoy a bit, especially the A-Level Medic (ALM) students.

But think again, what we can do to help for such an incident?

Nothing.



vincent

One Litre of Tears

Sigh, how sad it is eh? I found this clip, after my brother sent me the links about the story, One Litre of Tears.

"Mom, can I still able to marry someone?"

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Yee Tong, you must watch it. We bet right? And I cried, after watching this clip.

1 Litre of Tears (1リットルの涙, Ichi Rittoru no Namida) is a Japanese television drama for Fuji Television about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

The plot is based on the true story of a Japanese girl named Aya Kito (木藤亜也, Kitō Aya, July 19, 1962 - May 23, 1988), who had the same disease. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family and friends. Her diary titled 1 Litre of Tears was published shortly after her death. It encouraged many people, healthy or diseased, because of its inspiring and courageous messages. As Aya wrote, "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."

These information was taken from Wikipedia. So sad. There was series of TV show and movie about this unfortunate girl, all are based on what she wrote in her diary, until the day she cannot hold a pen anymore. Sad to hear it. Really. The original content of the diary was written in Japanese, but since there is no official English version of it, so many people tried to translate it into English version. I found some:
1. Xanga: OneLitre
2. Blogspot: DiaryofAya

There are some others websites translated it too. Sigh.

It's scary how this two hours passes with me just daydreaming as I watch the people coming in and listening to their conversations. Ahh~ I'm wasting time.
When I took the bus to school, it was a pain, but I felt more like a "human."

I was walking (although my friend was supprting me).
I felt someone looking at me.
I kept on walking feeling a little uneasy.
Watching my back with arrogance and vanity, I heard a voice, "How sad...Is she stupid?"

Some quote from her diary. Sigh. Who said the last sentence? =.=¿ You are really.. speechless*

The cover of the movie

The cover of the book

Comparing how she described about the meaning of life, I really feel that I'm very childish.

Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing - 木藤亜也

Do you ever thank god for just being alive?

I did not, honestly. And I feel ashamed.



Vincent

Mini Cornetto and free gift

Honestly speaking I'm not promoter of Wall's company, but I want to show something nice. Hehe..

Tadaaa~! Presenting.. Wall's Mini Cornetto. Yummy yummy right? But guess what? Now you have more reasons to buy a box of mini Cornetto. Why?


Yup. Just because of this heart-shaped container with metallic color coating, I'm willing to go from my hostel to Giant (5-7 min walk) just to buy a small box of Cornetto. On the way met soooooooo many people.. Suddenly realized: Wow! I got so many friends. Haha, I'm kidding. (In fact I'm trying to create better atmosphere in my blog. Everyday I posted those sad things. Perhaps I need to post happy entries. So that I won't need to provide tissue paper at the side column. Yeah, I'm making lame joke again. Ignore me. LoLx)

I still remembered when I paid for it, there was a guy behind me, giving me a weird facial expression.


Wad?! Never see people come Giant just to buy A STUFF? zZZz..

Anyway, I after I paid for it, I went to the redemption counter to collect my free gift. =D

This is how the container looks like.. I don't know why, just kind of like it very much.


Haha.. tell you what. I really wanted to put in 2 Cornettos (so kiam siap. Inside got 12 ! ) for her. But she said she don't want to eat ice-cream. Sigh. Should've bought McFlurryLime™. See you can resist or not? Haha. Anyway, Well, sorry I'm not good in art, don't know how to present it professionally. So, This is how it looks like.

Yeah. I snapped so many pictures. The ice-cream was half-melted. ='(

But still, I bought it because of this container, not the ice-cream. LoL?

Anyway, the box is made of PLASTIC. Poly (ethene)? Don't know. Haha. Actually at first I thought it is a metal box. But... Nevermind. Oh ya. If you happened to listen to me and really go buy it, how much you buy? I bought the Cornetto for RM6.99.

Swt swt. Why didn't list it in the whole-Malaysia-big-supermarket-discount campaign? Maybe I can buy it with RM 3.99? LoL. Anyway, in TV3 just now I saw it showed kang-kong for 50 cent per "ikat", just as cheap as Kuching's Sunday Market, but this is at Carrefour. Haha?

But I think government talk crap. They insisted that food price will not rise. They said this is the proof. Haha. After the campaign you see. Will not rise? Want to bet?



vincent

Just another entry. What title to put?

Aduh!? What is this??
my picture editing is very terrible and I'm sorry for that. (Someone teach me photoshop??!) But my point is, I lost a friend in Friendster. I logged in yesterday and I'm sure I had 247 friends. Yeah, a little, but now left 246 friends. Who don't want to be friends with me? ='( Things starting to get loose from me.. sigh.

Next up, I found out a nice page, very cute blog. You might have seen it before, but I'll just show some of the pictures, so you can guess or recall the page. =)

Bright and sunny

Stop staring

Don't know how to use earpiece isit?

A guy's nightmare

Pictures are all solely from stickgal's blog. Credits are all to the owner of the blog.

Know already? yup. It's from the stickgirl's blog! I find it so interesting: There's hardly a word in her blog, a lot pictures, with the entry titles. Haha. It's fun reading (Should be watching) the blog =) She's good in drawing. "_orz" man~! The art is really cute!

Wow, a morning entry. Wish you all have a nice day!



vincent

Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End

The poor little bird who did not learn to fly.. Is still not late to learn to fly. Jack Sparrow has returned! Yep, Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End. I've watched it, at TGV Bukit Raja, Klang. Five of us went: Daniel,Yen Zhao, Yee Tong, Theng Theng and me. So again I won't tell out the story, but basically it's another very nice movie, worth to watch. K la. I reveal some part of the show la.Will and Elizabeth.

W: (grabbing Elizabeth's hand) Will you marry me?
E: What?! Now is not the suitable for this kind of thing.
W: If not now then we have no more chance.
Continue sword fighting against enemies. Cling clang cling clang.
E: (shouted loudly) Barbosa, can you do us a favor?
B: I'm afraid I'm bit busy up here. (Fighting enemies)
E: Please. (fighting enemies)
B: Okie. We all gathered here to witness the marriage of Will Turner and Elizabeth.. (continue fighting) Will, do you wish to take Elizabeth as your wife?
W: Yes, I do.
B: Elizabeth, do you take Will as your husband? (continue fighting)
E: Yes, I do.
B: So, now I declare both of you, husband and wife. (smiling.) You may now.. (defend from enemies).. You may now (again..).. Arh.. just kiss!
They both kissed each other. Sweetly.

Well, not exactly the same, I'm not a super-good-mind person who can remember things very well. The conversation is something like this. But looking at them kissing passionately, I felt a bit sour. She was beside me that time. And I do wanted to kiss her. But, she's no longer mine, so I can't. Sigh. We may seemed to sit together, but we are not couple anymore. The feeling was totally sad. I wish I've grown more, to the extend that she won't let go of me. But well, everything already passed. I just hope in the future we can be couple again, and I can kiss her sweet lips again. Oppz. Too dirty my post, sorry sorry. Haha.

But anyway, I do miss the times when we were together. I do miss the time when I made promises to her. How sad it was. I can't finish it. This is just something I wish to give her, but I did not finish it. You guess how many stars are there? If each of them can be traded for one second shorter to the time when you will accept me again, I really to have the this deal. But sigh again, it'll never come true. Arh, I guess I'll just give it to her after I finish everything, since I made this promise to her.

nice? the stars already half-full. When can I give it to you, when it's done?

I still love you and I do not wish to give up. It's MY problem, I know, but as long as I can breathe the air you breathe, dream of you, miss you, and even look at you, I won't give up loving you.

After all, you taught me to fight for the best, hope for the best, right?

Vincent

My deepest apology to her

Alright, I'm going to make this memorable.
For 2 months I've been in the blogosphere, I decided to post up a big issue in my life. Yep, my greatest regrets and apology. To who, you might ask, well, it's to my ex-girlfriend, Chua Theng Theng. Everyone who read this post will know how sorry I am.

It has been a month since our break up. Yeah, I'm still sad, and contradictorily she is very happy with her present life. Well, she said she'd let go, so I wouldn't be surprise by that.

However, hereby I would like to tell everyone, and let everyone know what a person I am, before asking or sms her:"why you break up with Qi Hao?" or maybe "Qi Hao is such a nice person, why you make this kind of decision?" I'm not saying that I defend her decision or something. It's just that, well yeah, sometimes you all need to understand her a little more. You NEED to know that actually I'm such a bad person whom none deserves to be with.

Okie, throughout my 1 year, 7 months and 4 days of relationship with her, I did some huge serious mistakes. Right, firstly, I can't remember when was her flight time to Australia, where she stayed, what was the house's phone number. I did not even manage to remember when and what time was her return flight time. When she was there, I did not give her a single call. I did once, but to her handy, not that house's house which I can't manage to remember the number. She was the one to call me every night. What did I do that time? I was playing DotA with my brother. I did not message her in time, before she went onboard. She was really sick of me that time, which was one of the pieces of jig saw that forms what happened today. For this, I think I deserve a direct punch in my face.

Next up, I was a bit lagging and possessed a bit of negative "phase-difference". I was slower than normal people by half a tempo to sense something from her. A very nice example: After break up a week, she keep on coming to me: ask me to accompany her to go Giant to buy things; Go eat dinner; go McD buy ice-cream; go KFC on Tuesday. A normally-functioned-brain person will know that she wanted to reconcile. But hey, guess what. I DID NOT SENSE IT. You might shouted emotionally: "WTF?! You did not?" To be frank, yea, I did not. Slap me in my face then.

Next, it's about my character. After 1 year 7 months and 4 days she concluded that I'm still as childish as ever. Not mature. And don't know how to defend myself.She always defend for me, in everything. Yeap, I mean it, EVERYTHING. Sigh. Laugh while you can: Every morning she's the one who wakes me up. And almost every schooling morning she's the one who waits me first at the bus stop. She's the one who always sms me "go down lo". how terrible, horrible and vegetable I am?

Well, now that everything did not get better. I nearly make the tag "Friends" between me and her gone, just because my laggingness and still dreaming that she'll love me back again. She told me her heart already turned into sands, blown by the wind. Until now I still do not believe it.

Never mind. I just want to say to her, I'm really sorry for the me that I played in her life. I want to say sorry to her family as well. God knows what I've done. I really regret of everything now. Seeing her walking alone after exams are not just a pain in me, but a feeling of regrets and sour. There used to be me walking together with her, the other me in my soul told me. I know myself very well that I'm not allowed to be with her. I don't deserve it. This is the punishment you get for the mistakes you made, Daniel told me. Don't give up, Peter said to me. You'll find someone better, Yen Zhao told me. Just be by her side, this is your last chance to be with her, touch her by your actions, stay with her, let her feel that you still worth it to be with her, Yee Tong told me. Focus yourself on other thing instead of her,play some games, Harris told me. I'll really call the police if you keep on disturbing me, SHE TOLD ME. How lousy I am? I grade myself the lowest; you? up to you. I'm depressed with myself. I'm not that GOD-LIKE so don't lie cute things about me, for heaven's sake you're committing sins.

Deepest and million times sorry to her, hope she reads this. I possess no power to make you happy with me now. But in the future, who knows. For the fact that I love you, I'll be waiting for you, while improving myself to be a betterman, forever.

Once again sorry from the bottom of my heart to those who're involved in this chaos, hope you all can give me a peace now. I won't disturb you all. I'm truly sorry.


vincent

我爱你，宝贝

佩佩说过：你没有全力抢走别人的幸福，但你有权力争取自己的幸福。

凯玲说过：不要因为你喜欢的人而改变自己，要因为爱你的人而做好自己。

品冠说过：在我们未于一个人开始交往之前，应该学习如何放下对方。懂得如何放开的情侣，才不会在分手时宁死不放，纠缠对方。不然，感情不但不能好转，反而还会割伤了对方。

究竟什么是爱？ 那真爱又是什么？
我不知道。
一个人可以不顾一切去爱另一个人，这样就是真爱？
我也不明白。

可是，在我心中，
爱是把两个人牵在一起的红牵线，
爱是拖在一起的两只小手，
爱是一种关怀，一种照顾，
爱是思念一个人，
爱是忍让，从容对方，
爱是互相了解，
爱是原谅对方，
爱是信任，

爱，也是我对你的感觉。

或许你感受不到，
或许你选择不吃回头草，
或许你已有了他，
或许你不需要我，
或许你不相信我，
或许你选择不原谅，
或许，你不爱我了，

但是，
我会等待，
我会在这里等待，
我会在这里等待你，
我会在这里等待你回来。

我会选择，

我会选择长大，
我会选择长大成熟，
我会制造安全感给你，
我会考好我的成绩。

爱我，别走，好吗？


祈豪

Personality tree

Hehe. Found this from Kashin's blog. fun fun. So the true. So what tree are you fall from?


Find your tree from your birthday and then find out what it all means... also in line with Celtic astrology.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime tree
Mar 21 - Oak tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig tree
Jun 24 - Birch tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime tree
Sep 23 - Olive tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeem tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig tree
Dec 22 - Beech tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple tree

Apple tree: (the love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Ash tree: (the ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

Beech tree: (the creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

Birch tree: (the inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar tree: (the confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut tree: (the honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence. Acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Cypress tree: (the faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgement, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

Elm tree: (the noble-mindedness) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig tree: (the sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Fir tree: (the mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, discontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Hazelnut tree: (the extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Hornbeam tree: (the good taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egotistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life. Looks for kindness and acknowledgement in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime tree: (the doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

Maple tree: (independence of mind) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak tree: (the brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive tree: (the wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic. Free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine tree: (the particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointment until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Poplar tree: (the uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan tree: (the sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut tree: (the passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow tree: (the melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.

I'm an Elm. Got one not really correct: tends not to forgive mistakes .Eh, I very forgiving in my relationship. Swt sWt! So which 'pokok' u from?

If You're Not the One - Daniel Beddingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with


And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?


Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side


I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Me & You

..[I]ncapable.. The characteristic of mine.

The tears just run down out of nowhere, whenever I hear the songs.
The heart just feel sorrow and pain, whenever the name is spoken.
The mind just fill with regrets, whenever I see myself, through reflection of the mirror.
The footsteps just root down, wherever I pass through the places.
The eyes and the face are nothing but big liars,
Only the paper heart bleeds real red bloody blood.


..[L]ook [O]ver the [V]ery [E]nd.. No future, no dreams.

Yes, the night is bone-chilling, though my love for you is as warmth as the sun.
Yes, the image of you is fading away, though the memories that we went through still kept neatly in my mind, as if they were just yesterday.
Yes, the hand that holds you is no longer mine, but the hand that held me the longest was yours.
Yes, the happy and joys are hanging on you, but the sadness and sorrows are haunting me.
Yes, the phone of yours are always active, but my handy functions as if there is no network coverage.


..[Y]ggdrasil [O]f [U]ppsala.. can you still grant my wish?

No, through you I feel no longer warmth..
No, through you I touch no longer love..
No, through you I extract no longer my memories..
No, through you I see no longer cage..
No, through you I sense no longer me..


"Yes I really am."
The hope-breaker,
The memory-remover,
The pain-enhancer,
The love-fader,
The soul-devourer.


Crybaby, I am.
Weakling, I am.
Dumb, I am.
Loser, I am.
Single, I am.. Again ='(


Oh God, light my path..



vincent

[Plan] Blogsite renovation

Haiz.. Everyday look at my blog, it so plain and simple. I'm thinking of enhance it to be more 'colorful' and attractive. Haha! If got any idea for me just leave comments or email me or text me or wad-so-ever-ly let me noe. hahax! thanks. =D

Carry me OUT, just like how you carry me IN

Credits to Peter, for his approval to let me copy this from his blog, & the original writer(s) of this wonderful story.

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Manchester United, You're the BEST!

Yay, just watched Arsenal vs Chelsea just now. Well, they drawed, which means Manchester United won the Premiership title. Haha.. We went to Cemara Block 3, which is suppose to be the girls' block, but haha, don't care la. So we watched the match. So the egg-cracking goal came from Gilberto Silva's leg, for a low left corner ( Cech's view) struck, after Arsenal was given a penalty kick, foul by Boulahrouz. Quoted from BBC Sports:

It was the first time Boularouz had played for Chelsea since 17 March and his lack of match practice was evident as he allowed Baptista to nip ahead of him.

Boularouz compounded his error by scything down the Brazilian from behind, in the process earning himself a red card.

Wow! So there goes, one man down, and so the tension raised. First half score line: Arsenal 1-0 Chelsea.

Then came 2 girls into the TV room, one carrying a laptop. They said they want to use the room. Watch TV =.=¿ (Arsenal vs Chelsea??!) Because we're so kind, as gentlemen we LET them use it. Fine, then we "migrate" to another block, Cemara Block 2, which is ALSO girls' block to watch. What to do, guys' block no Astro.

2nd half started with pressures from Chelsea. Everyone was doing their best to get back to the scoreline. After lots of attempts, finally Shaun Wright-Phillips made a wonderful cross and met Essien's head, flicking the ball passed through the great Jens Lehmann's hands. So there goes, 1-1 liaw. So both sides making a lot more attempts, Adebayor's attempts, Lampard's, Joe Cole's. Everyone was doing their best. I feel so excited when watching it.

Well, tension raised dramatically when Van Persie challenged Lampard, who dodged it in the nick of time. So John Terry was very beh song and went to talk to him. Then refree came to settle everything. Luckily no card was shown. So the match ended with the score 1-1.

But hey, i like how Jose Mourinho reacted after the game. Although it was not on his stadium, but he walked around and cheered the fans. He asked them not to be sad, but respect the players, who fought so well, although they lost. I liked the scene when everyone clapping their hands and paying respects to Chelsea.

Well, it's sad to see Chelsea lost, although I'm a ManUtd fan. But however, a lost is a lost. A lot reactions from 3 of us, who supported ManUtd (who else =P), Chelsea (Elyas) and Arsenal (Daniel).

Wow, so late already.

And oh ya, after we watched we came out, got caught by a Residential Officer. I was questioned for hanging around at girls' block:

RO: where were you just now?
me: (pointing to the TV room) We were at the TV room watching football.
RO: you know you're not suppose to be there?
me: We're just watching football what. If not? I mean, we can only watch here what... (I'm frustrated)
RO: It's a girls' block you know.
He looked up the whole laman, empty, without lights. The Korean students who were supposed to live there had left. I'm like, yea. I go up and rape the ghost, I'm a psycho, who want to smell the scent of women. Dumb, get real, stupid.
RO: Don't do this again next time. Don't like me catch you.
me: Okie. ( like i care! dumb! give the guys' blocks Astros la!)
So we walked away. The RO was so stupid. Duh! Why got such a smart-ass person?

Never mind.




Spoil my mood only. Glory glory Man United!


vincent

Now tell me, what love is?

These quotes are from various sources from the internet. Credits are, of course, go to the original person who wrote it/them.

"Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall."

"Loving someone that doesn't love you is like reaching for a star. You know you'll never reach it, but you just got to keep trying. The sweetest moment is when the star falls right into your arms."

" Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses."

"When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever."

"Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you."

"Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart."

"Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever."

"A ring is a circle, no beginning, neither it ends. It keeps us together in the circle of love. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of love you given to me."

"True love doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending."

"It breaks your heart to see the one that you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you."

"Love is a beautiful experience that only comes to those who understand how to share and not use. True love is not obsession or desire. It is much deeper then that. Most people confuse love and desire so they loose themselves in that and never even know that they are not in love. When you start a loving relationship or have had several loving relationships you don't mind loosing the one you love if you know it's best for him or her. You care so much and feel a great sense of peace."

"Love is deep and simple. Love is self-less, not selfish. Love is fair but sacrifices. These are basic things about love. True love comes to those who understand that everyone is equal but different. Loving someone is like wanting to make some one feel great without doing it just so that person stays with you. You want to share life with the other person whenever possible."

"Finding love is possible when you understand what love is and you move by sharing and not using. This might seem like something only an angel of God could do but you can do it too if you want to be in love, fall in it or find it. You must learn that everyone is equal but different. Everyone deserves fair treatment. You must learn to love your friends in the same way you love your life partner (without perversions). Love is a real experience that comes to everyone not just human beings. SERIOUSLY. When you slowly move with respect, fairness and compassion towards all, you will live with great peace of mind and radiate love that you can later share with anyone."

"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”

“I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.”

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

"Loving someone means you will put him/her in front of everything (err.. below God, of course), that you are willing to sacrifice everything to protect the person even if it costs your life. If you are ready to do so, you may present your ring to that person."



vincent

[E] Last Lecture Class

Wow! Time flies, don't they. Yesterday was my last lecture class at INTEC, UiTM. That was really fast. Two years back then, I'm still a person who was naive and immature compare to the present me. It was indeed very sad, as my next meeting with my friends (especially the Malays) will be in Chemistry Practical Lab for A-Level Chemistry Paper 3A. These are some of the pictures that we took after our 'last' lecture. ('last' because we skipped German class and I heard Frau Brigitte was very mad xD)

Squeeze up! Closer!

Formal picture ( I'm at middle leh..)

What are we looking at?
(answer= the door)

Do whatever you wan.. Me and Moji punching Jing Xin =D In fact Wawa also bullying Jing Xin. Haha!

Behold! This is our very 'responsible' class rep. Haha!

Steady and formal having a big family picture =P

Well, actually still have some pictures more from other classmates. Oh ya, the sad thing was Ibrahim and Hafiz Daud were not here. haiz.. Absent leh. Well, what to do? Exam coming.. I hope I can score well..


vincent

Edited: (6th May 2007)

Got another picture, grabbed from Jing Xin. Why they all din give me =.=¿ anyway, everyone different posing eh? haha..

Vincent

Spider Man 3

"presenting our friendly neighborhood- Spiderman~"
Wow! Yeah, Spiderman 3 -- I've watched, 3 hours ago. Haha! So free to blog it directly? Nah, just happy to tell you that I've watched. I rate it 4.75/5. Haha! the -0.25 is for the dumbness of Peter Parker. =D Yaya. He looked so the blurr in everything. Err.. I don't want to write the story line out, you go find out yourself. But I tell you, it's one of the worth-to-watch movies this year! Haha! Anyway, go out and watch! Enjoy~! =D

Spidy spidy, sitting on the tower, crying, as the rain falls. Why? Hehe =)

Pure Spidy outfit, haven't contaminated yet..

Haha, anyway, I caught some picture of a kid in Spiderman costume (more or less). Sorry the quality was blurr, because we're walking at that time. And my phone's picture quality you-know-how>.< Venom-Spiderman VS ???!

I'm Spiderman!!! Rawz!

I watched the movie here.

Well, you all go watch, ya! Nice o~


vincent

理想情人 - 杨丞琳

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信 找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份


好想知道你的100分 会给怎样的人
亲爱的你 不要再陌生 增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等 朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等


喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信 找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份

好想知道你的100分 会给怎样的人
亲爱的你 不要再陌生 增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等 朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要我一直等

听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头


好想知道你的100分 会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生 增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等 朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准 不要让我一直等

Sunday Market

Last sunday I went to Sunday Market near Rubber Road(not sure the place call what). Haha.. so long din go there already. So, I decided to snap some photos to share share =D promoting Sarawak (konon!)

So this is the entrance.

Here got sell fish. Eh, don't play play eh, some of the fish are really big, you know. = o

" Seaweed!" The seller keep on shouting.

Chicken feet say "HI~!"

Sugar cane machine. They used this to 'kemek' the sugar cane so that can collect the juice.

Ikan Bilis. Quite big.

Vegetables... Duh.. of course.

Animals =D These rabbits cute leh~ ^^v

woodcrafts.. Looks kinda scary...

Girls' stuffs. @.@ Everywhere also got la~

Clothings. Macam-macam ada. Kinda cheap also.

Fish~ Don't ask the name. I don't know.

Stickers!! Naruto here. Cute? =)

Fruits also got. But I saw a lot of grapes. Now season meh?

Popcorns.. Selling at here..

Flowers flowers.. Nice?

Eggs.. haha. but not really cheap la.. normal price nia.

We also got balloons selling at here.. =D

Wow... What he is doing? Any idea??

Tadaa~ 油条.. Malay made de.. Not nice.. Soooo small piece..

"DiGi's WIDEST coverage Always with you." Get real, last night i can't send out sms =.=¿

Actually got lots more things selling at here. Can't snap all la. The camera already low battery that time. Compare here to Shah Alam's every monday, Shah Alam needs more improvements. Haha. Anyway, That's all for now. =D Don't know when will be the next time I visit here again? sigh sigh.

vincent