Tuesday, July 26, 2016

鄭秀文 - 不要驚動愛情


[Verse1]
.  C     G/B
很想輕(撫)你 所以避(開)你
.  Am      F
寧願用(距)離 去令你(好)奇
.  Dm7      Em
迴避過(眼)神 先偷偷(喘)氣
. F  Dm7    G G7
吩咐(手)臂( ) 放在原(地)( )
.  F      G    Em
傳聞浪(漫)太快 愛(戀)都走得(快)
.Am     F      G    C G
才(會)  遲遲未(步)向你 說(一)世愛護(你) ( )

[Chorus1]
.  C     G   Am    Em
情太過(洶)湧像深(海) 而(我)卻會忍(耐)
. F     C
但求(來)日你醒(過)來
. Dm7    G
這份(情)像翅膀(打)開
.   C    G   Am    Em 
還沒有(相)擁別意(外) 神(教)會我等(待)
. F      C    Dm7
待情(流)像細水 (才)去承諾(你)
.G     C
拿(一)生兌換(愛)

[Verse2]
.  C     G/B 
很心急(擁)抱 所以在(禱)告
.  Am      F 
求甜蜜(以)前 帶著你(慢)步
.  Dm7      Em 
遊歷過(旅)途 等一天(終)老
. F  Dm7    G  G7 
生老(病)死( ) 一起細(數)( )
.  F      G    Em 
原來慢(慢)靠近 更(珍)惜這一(吻)
.Am     F      G     C G 
而(我) 停留是(為)了你 要(給)予你護(蔭) ( )

[Chorus2].  C     G   Am    Em 
能為愛(戀)學習按(耐) 情(信)寄進心(內)
. F     C 
但求(能)學會倚(靠)神
. Dm7   G 
愛被(馴)服過更(精)采
.   C    G      Am    Em 
連地老(天)荒亦不(更)改 時(間)永遠等(待)
. F      C    Dm7
等你(情)願那天 (才)去承諾(你)
.G     C 
無(止)境那份(愛)

[Outro]
. F    C     F    C
我用(沈)默叫醒(愛)情 你用(期)待做你(反)應
. F    G  C
繼續(行)近直至(開)始(愛)

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Crushed

I'm that cancer that should be deleted.

I always thought people always misunderstand me. They don't have patience with me. They think I'm that boring, negative, emotional crybaby that they don't like to be around with.

At this point, I think they're right. I have difficulties in explaining myself. Whatever I say seems to be wrong, and they sound so right from other people's mouth. I think I have another kind of mid-life crisis - the inability to express myself.

I tried. I really tried. I prayed. I really prayed. I thought being abnormal is good - we are told to be the outliers anyway. But at this point, this abnormality is nothing but a disability in me.

I moved from a city to another, thinking that it is them who don't appreciate, not patient, not loving, not caring. But I guess now it is clear that the problem is me, not them. I am that cancer. I am that negativity and destruction.

Of all the weaknesses a human can possess, I guess the inability to communicate is the saddest, unfair, brutal lack that one could ever had. Moses was given Aaron. But what do I have? Nothing.

I am sad. You probably already put me under the "again-crybaby" category. But at this point I don't really care much about what you think. It's not like you guys haven't looked at me that way before.

Don't worry. I know Christ died so that I can live again - although a life of not-supposed defeat. Perhaps one day I will figure these out.

Or perhaps not.

When you tried your best but you don't succeed...

So is it half full, or half empty?