A fall in life, a sadness in heart

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Hmmph, what's with the feeling again? Sigh.. ▄█▀ █▬█ █ ▀█▀!!

我的情况又属于落潮了。。。。。。。。。。。

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Hahaha... just some update about myself.


So today (Monday, sorry, it's already 12am) I suppose to go for badminton competition to make INTEC qualify into the knock-out stage. But sadly, all the players (except me and Tee Tat) went back to hometown so after the coach scratched his head and pulled out his hairs, he decided to forfeit the match. Meaning, we're something like being "walked-over" (badminton language). So sad, especially when it is the last time that I'll play for INTEC. And I'm sure they won't give me a certificate for being one of the best players in INTEC. Kidding. Nah, I'm not hoping for that. What for? It's not that it is equivalent for another 1 point for my A-Level result. Haha. Lame.

Sigh, so Lin Dan won the Championship. Good for him. Just did not feel easy with his pose in the Star after he won the match. And it makes me think of that that day when I defeated the guy from Fakulti Undang-undang, I did the same ( ok, similar =.=) pose and I think their fans were not really happy with me. I think only, don't know the truth.

MAYBE I REALLY DON'T LOOK LIKE A PROFESSIONAL PLAYER.

Sigh. Maybe someday I'll be shot death just like that young MCA youth leader. Just that I'm not driving a Mercedes (in future, maybe got =D) and I don't even have a girlfriend (not to mention a wife??!) to go out and have breakfast.

Never mind. Skip that stupid imagination. Yesterday I was so excited to play football and guess what? I fell down and had a slice of skin out from my knee. If not mistaken I think I "drifted" a bit after I fell. It looks like only minor scratches, but mind you, it's really pain in the leg when I'm taking shower after that.

And after I came out from the bathroom I felt like my left leg was paralyzed. So the next day in school I was like limping the whole way and yes I know, lot's of people giving me that kind of look. =.=¨

Tadaa~ This is how it looks like..

And then after school we went to gym again. And my ex urged me to go to the office to get treated. We found ourselves a first-aid kit and she started to "play" with the stuffs in it on my leg. She commanded me to sit down and stop moving around. As she was treating me I can't help myself from staring on her, thinking back of all the memories. But yes I know, I understand the difference in our status so I did not say much except " Your future boyfriend must be very fortunated".

In that moment I tested the sensation of the mixture of sweet and sour. She insisted that she treated me because she want to play will the tools in the kit. I don't know what to say nor to think. I scared if I take another step towards her she might flee off from my sight from that instant. Sad.

She was not from St. John nor Red Cresent, but her techniques was not bad at all. I just like the look on her face when she's seriously handling a task. One of thousand reasons why I loved and still love her. And my friends said for that I'm crazy. *rolling eyes* maybe I am...

I AM!

My hope to see INTEC went into knock-out stage shattered. My wish to play a proper badminton match before I leave Malaysia remained unfulfilled. I'm sad. I just hope my injured knee will recover soon. It's really hard to be mobile =.=¨



vincent