Saturday, August 11, 2007

1st of 3 parts of Ticket to Germany!

I remembered, I was still enjoying my new single life, and was still drowning in the sorrow of the relationship. I was still lying on the bed, thinking how bad I was. I was there at CA, hearing full-heartedly at the motivation talk of the young Joash. I was there, playing badminton with Jackie, while teaching each other how to improve ourselves. I was there, waiting sharp on 5.45pm (GMT +8.00) for the "dinner aunty" to come. I was there then, enjoying the dinner while the rubbish collector comes in very punctually around that time. I was there, playing CS against those lame lousy Bots.

And I was there, as the English Cambridge result came out.

What the heck?!

Yea, I got a damn big "C" for my English. It's sad as I was expecting myself to get at least a "B". Most of us got the big boastful "B" while I was pinned as a crappy crying-sad "C". How sad, how sad, indeed..

The moment soon after I told Mdm Kahartini my candidate number and she revealed my result, I felt a bit bitter. BITTER. And sad. But I hid those feelings, as people around me got a better "B". It was sad, sad ,sad...

I "scratched"here and there, just to release my anger and dissatisfaction. But then, I realized...
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REJOICE!

Yes, I could have get worser result. I could have failed. I could have been the one crying. I could be the one that being hurt, instead of hurting someone else. Let's just keep the details silence :(

And yes again, I should be happy over it. I deserve a "C", for my attitude and commitment during my English lectures. It was sad to recall the incident.

~~~ The Story ~~~
We were somehow lazy to do the assignment that Mdm Rahimah gave us. Sort of like boycott her. She was so angry with us and asked us to go to the library and finish the assignment in 2 hours time. And I think I grunted or something when there went...

"Goh, I don't want to see your that facial expression."

And yes again again! I still remembered this quote. It was now like, a "lesson" in my mind that I carried along in my life, until the very end.

And from that day onwards we never dare to put aside her assignments.

~~~ The End ~~~

After like 3 hours after I got my result today, I felt calm again, knowing my capabilities. But that super-smart Yu Sian was like "OMG! How come a "C"? I got "A" for my Cambridge's English Literature!" And I was like "zzz". But I guess "C" is kind of bad, really really bad.

But cheers~! I got 1/3 of the "invitation ticket" to Germany already. The other 1/3, the BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG one will come to me (hopefully) on the coming Thursday. Wow, speaking of which, I'm starting to get nervous about it. I wonder what result will it turn out to be?

And of course, now I must study my German language super duper hard too. 4th of September will be the last piece to form my ticket, my German Language Exam (DSH Exam). Last year was terribly hard, the lecturer said. Perhaps this year will be easier? I need to study hard now!

And yes, my badminton training will start this coming Sunday night. My 3rd and my last year to play Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF). I was quite memorable though. I still remember, that my 1st year I played for the competition alongside with my seniors, Wen Tak, Siew Chun, Ee Kang ( Did I spelled his name correctly?!) and some others more. And the sad thing was, we managed to get the 1st in our group and got into the knock-out stage. There was when all of us were busy and some other lousier younger players were chosen to play in replace of us.

And they screwed the game, the fame that we built, the match, and the team. I'm not blaming them, and I know they've tried their best, but I'm just not satisfied.

And last year, we led the Group, again. Thanks to Jay Sern for ATU, an ALM's Terengganu-state player ( he claimed himself and I don't think anyone would say bubbles for that), the Penguin a.k.a. Tanggang and Koboi. 1st round in the knock-out stage we met Fakulti Sains, Sukan dan Rekreasi (FSSR) and of course, we were no match for them. They were simply too strong, which makes me think of the scene ( I don't know why!?) where an Overlord drives over a Attack-Bike in C&C Generals.

Never mind. This year, CAN WE MAKE IT? I personally haven't see the list. I don't know who's same group as us. I know nothing. Hopefully I can find out on Sunday or Monday. =D

I'll try my best to do it the best once again. My last year, my last time. Definitely I'll crush everything that's in the way.



Vincent

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