GTX Sense Theme 2.0

So yesterday xda-developers’s senior member Dark Ninja and his team released the continuation project of GTX Sense, the best HTC Manila Sense UI modification, which is based on Co0kie Home Tab (CHT), another Sense UI Home Tab modification made by another senior member Co0kieMonster. It was my privilege that I was the first one in the whole world to download this great theme. I would like to share with you all know about the mod:


But before hand, all of the links here will link direct to xda-developers, where everything is ;) You will need to register to be able to download all these.

Alternatively for those who don’t have xda-developers account, I provided a MediaFire link for GTX but without ROM:
GTX.z7 (only for WVGA)


The Main Character:
GTX Team – 1.7.1 VGA (Compressed)
GTX Team – 1.7.1 VGA (Uncompressed)
GTX Team – 1.7.1 WVGA (Compressed)
GTX Team – 1.7.1 WVGA (Uncompressed)

Technical requirements:
Phone OS: Windows Mobile 6.5.x
Item: HTC Sense UI 2.5
Screen resolution: WVGA, VGA

Additional information:
ROM: Energy BLACKSTONE 23566 Sense2.5 Cookie HomeTab May 01
ROM’s Slider fix: ctbear Stock Slider
Theme: oVi’s WinDroid Project! Theme V0.4
Taskbar: oVi’s WinDroid Project! TaskBar v0.8 192dpi WM6.5.x
Taskbar Battery Charging Animation: oVi’s WinDroid Project! AnimatedCharge
Clock Font: GTX Team Clockopia Clock
Clock Border: GTX Clock Border
Graphic Driver: Neo2007 Driverpack Signed 2010

Alright, enough technical information, now let’s see some screenshots:

Home Tab

Left                            ---------------                      Middle                           --------------                      Right

Music Tab

Calendar                       ---------                        Weather                        ------------                      Start Menu

 

Lockscreeen:

That’s all from me. Have fun! =D

Vincent

Wednesday

I always thought I’m a kind who can understand situation and stay calm. But the truth is, when things are in desperate situation, I always find myself at lost. Today is Saturday.

 

Yes, today is already Saturday. And four days later would be Wednesday.

 

Kontrolltermin in my case means the checking appointment of my wrist. And sadly it isn’t anything better.

 

Seriously, I tried to turn my wrist around, but it still hurts. I’m thinking, it’s not gonna heal completely on Wednesday too. The thing is, I couldn’t even hold a T-shirt with my left =( The truth is, I can only do limited actions at certain angle of my hand. *don’t like* I don’t like being treated like an OKU (Orang Kurang Upaya). I insisted friends to refer me as OKUS (OKU Sementara), meaning temporary disabled. *Running away from what’s in front of me*

 

Can it be that I’ll still have to have this cast on after that day? Or maybe an operation? Things are so uncertain and I don’t think things are unknown. I’m worried a lot, if you ask me. =(

Thanks for all the signatures =)

 

Tomorrow would be better, right God? =’S

Crossroads.. you.. me.. desires.. God.

Just a small update:

On Friday I went to see doctor, and she sent me to Radiologie (X-ray center) in Heilbronn Kaiserstraße 12. I reached there 5 minutes past 12, so it’s closed. So today I went back to see her (the allgemeine Artzin). And she asked if I want to go back to the same place, but I decided not to. It is because that Radiologie at Kaiserstraße only gives x-ray service without treatment. So I asked her to send me to the other one, othorpaedie or whatever. She called and made an appointment: tomorrow 11:30am, somewhere near DM, Wertwesen Park. I am a little nervous now. Please please please please pray that everything will sail smoothly. I can’t afford to miss wednesday class like today and tomorrow (most probably so )’: ).

--

We learned that we are God’s tools and we talked about ‘surrendering everything we have to God, for everything that we have belongs to the Father, and we have them because He has given them to us so that we can make good use of them’. Easy to say than done, I would say. Normally Christians would say, “of course, You will be done”. But when it comes to the things that we really really really hold dear to, or things that we really really want, our desires, our wishes, our dreams… when all these represent each roads at a junction, I find it hard to decide. Logically, my mind would say, of course, God has the priority. But then again, is it really as simple as it looks?

I found my dilemma now. I prayed about going to Das Festival 2010, an annual Christian Camp somewhere in Germany and this year again, it’s at Stuttgart. On the other hand, today the news just out that MGSS RENTAP Games 2010 is available to register. There’s this badminton competition that I’ve been looking forward to and I really want to go. Remember how I planned to sweep all the gold medals there are for me?

God part came in. Both of these events fall exactly on the same dates. I find it hard to choose. My logical mind says I should go for the Christian Camp. But my heart part lingers somewhere to the competition part. Sigh. When it’s something that you really really wanted. The last day of the Church Camp is on 24th of May. And the badminton competition is also on the 24th. If it’s held in Heilbronn, it is not a matter at all, as I can just take a train back. But this year RENTAP decided to be hosted at Regensburg, and that’s in Bayern München (Munich). Googlemaps the direction if you are not sure the distance. I know I should go to the Church Camp, just that I felt a little 可惜. Sigh. If only God would not put both exactly on the same day…

But then again, I expect myself to be out of the (badminton) court for a month or two, after tomorrow. It depends on the result actually, but it’s quite certain to be so, for now. I can’t even play guitar properly now. ………

Sighhhhhhh. Endless stuffs to bother me. Save me.


[update]:
Come see picture:

=.=" Doctor showed me the x-ray picture and pointed to me my bone with fracture. :'(

gg-ed.

Karen Kong - In Love Again

Well, I just ran through my old songs and found back this Malaysian Artist, Karen 龚柯允. She is still my favorite Malaysian Chinese female singer. This song is called "In Love Again". =)





Here's the lyrics :)


[Verse1]
When you smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I’ll be hypnotized
When looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let’s spend the night

[Chorus]
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain
For which I’ll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can’t believe that I’m in love
In love again

[Verse2]
When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet’s red
And when the rose turns blue
Baby I’m still in love with you

不可说的秘密

只想告诉你，如果你的心情很好，请别阅读一下文章。























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--恐惧--

我认为，每个人的个性都是从他们自己的亲身体验而塑造出来的。而恐惧感也是一样。今天我不是讲道理，而只是想分享自己的故事。每个人都有自己恐惧的人/事务/周遭环境。因为某种的恶遭遇，我们心里产生那种害怕。我，现在就在这种感觉中。


--脚踏车--

它，其实不是我最怕的东西。只是，我和它有很多次不祥的经历。它，也是我的恐惧感的幕后首脑。说实在的，也不是它的错。故事是这样的：

在一个风和日丽的下午，我突然心血来潮，到了储藏室，把脚踏车推出来，然后就踩了上去，浩浩荡荡的在我家前面踩来踩去。虽然我那时才12岁，但是骑着大人的脚踏车，煞是好看，挺有型的。就是那一天，我想试试新东西，就踩着脚踏车，从草原越过一铺砖块。第一次，我顺畅地越过，通过！第二次，也通过！

就在第三次

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也通过！

嘿嘿，蛮酷的。

不知道自己尝试了几次，就在那么一次，我把脚踏车柄拉了起来，上了砖块，后轮一滑，即使小心翼翼地，也是失足摔了下来。当然，作文里常写的“四脚朝天”根本就是骗人的。根据医生的调查，当人类摔倒的时候，左右手都会扑向前去来扶助自己。当然，除非你是“一公升眼泪”里的 池內亞也。我不是她，虽然我其实多想当时我是她。所以，左右手主动向前了。如果记忆没错的话，我实在听见了“咔啦”两声。不过当时手脚神经线传达给脑袋的讯息是一字 -- 痛。


--痛  - 与泪--

在故事书里，每一次发生了什么事，英雄永远都会及时出现来救美女，或者美女及时出现来援救英雄。但是，在这短暂的人类世界里，世上事实都是残酷的。人会饿死。富有的会更富有，穷人跌了楼梯还折了腰。孤掌并非难鸣也，是不鸣也。当时爸妈都不在，家里剩下大姑。当然，我当时已嚎啕大哭了。她听见我的哭声，赶紧跑了出来，把我扶了起来，抱着我回到房子里。当然，她通知了爸妈，他们也赶紧回来。但他俩人在郊外，回来也需要一段路程。不知过了多久，眼泪也流了多过一公升，干了，累了，也睡着了。当我醒来了，他们送我到中央医院去。


--中央医院--

医生确定是左臂肘骨移了位，打了plastercast，吊了三角布，给了不知什么药，还说了不知什么对白，也记不清楚了。我们就这样回家了。当时的苦，想起心都疼。睡也睡不安，吃也吃不顺，羽毛球更别提了。庆幸的是，当时羽毛球训练休假，不然，那将会是一个人生第二次的打击。医生说，必须抱着沙包不知多久。


--不知多久--

那不知多久也过去了。沙包也解开了。恶梦也开始了。自己发现，原来骨已移位了。当时，有点害怕，所以不告诉仍何人。爸说要做候诊，带了我去看中医。该死的红楼梦儿。 他摸了摸我的臂肘，擦了不知什么药，说我的手没事儿，很快就“和好如初”了。他摸了整半个钟，给了我一瓶药水，收了爸的不知多少百？十？令吉。我害怕，但我什么都说不出口。


--开不了口让她知道--

有一天，我决定鼓起勇气，告诉妈妈。她还以为我在开玩笑的，直到我把两只手伸出来给她比较。她，也慌了一下。我们决定再去中央医院。今天的我，仍然还记得当时医院的情景。我们见了一位护士，据说是妈妈的学生。她检验了我，很明显的也慌了，但告诉我们说，我还小，骨骼还在发育，只要一天做10轮俯卧撑，每轮20次，或许它在我20岁之前会回到原本的位置。就这样，我相信了第一个诺言；第一个谎言。


--谎 与 放弃--

我实在地尝试了两年多，什么都没改变。一种希望，如果看不见任何进展，人自然会灰心，放弃。我觉得，那应该是我第一次放弃人生的滋味吧。痛与苦，没尝试过的人是永远都不明白的。我也之后了解，除了亲身体验，很多东西都是不能理解的。我想，就像现在，你们都不会了解那种感受的。当你选择放弃你拥有的东西，是很痛的。其实，当时我放弃羽毛球，虽然小部分是因为教练、学业，其实，是我自己看见自己球艺大跌，选择放弃的。我在羽毛球球会的成绩一向不错，都在前三名。当我初次回到球场上的时候，左手伸起，手指却指向其他位置，是很灰心的。羽毛球球艺大大大大大跌，是很灰心的。尤其是当你把羽毛球当作人生伴侣时，那种感觉，不好受。还记得有一次，爸爸忘了来接我，自己独自坐在球会所外面，想起它，憎恨它，还哭了。想象一下，就好比如在你的婚礼上，未婚妻突然临时逃婚，不好受。就好比如当你付出了许多但却不及格、没回报，不好受。看见自己喜欢的东西别人拥有，不好受。


--不好受--

站起来，也不好受。很多时候，一旦发生了什么事，四周的人都会劝你站起来，一定可以。你做得到。其实，你可知道，站起来是很辛苦的？你可知道，站起来，你又有可能会跌倒的？别叫他站起来，如果那是易如反掌，他自己也做得到的，不必你的罗索。要鼓励人，不是告诉他该做什么、不该做什么，而是给他一个方向。为什么呢？若你给了他一个目标，告诉他如何去做，当他抵达了，又会犹豫自己，因为那可不是你俩同意的方向。若你告诉了他方向，他会朝那儿走，自己选择该走的路线。毕竟从 A 到 B 不一定只有直径可走。别把自己困在世界盒子里。看开看开。很简单的，尝试用 3 个折把一个 3x3 的点子儿一笔牵完。伸出援手，当他离开了方向。


--所以我说--

今天，我跌倒了，还扭了手腕。说实在地，我真的真的很害怕。另一根手腕骨又好像移位了。旧疤痕或许又被撒盐了。很疼，很疼。我有恐惧。告诉你，我写了这么长，我不是在埋怨。我不是要你的同情。我不需要你的一通电话。我不期待你的留言。我不希望我们之间的尴尬。我只想要的，是你们的看开。是你们的明白。是你们的知道。是你们的领悟。毕竟当一个人把他不可说的秘密说出来时，泪也不知流了多少。心也不知疼了多久。脑汁脑也不知绞尽了多少。实在的，心里的挣扎也不知放弃了许多。就趁它已十周年纪念，悄悄地告诉你。我很不开心。真的很不开心。可能星期五若情况还是不妙，我将会去看医生。原本这个月还想弹一首歌呈现给大家，看来又是 gg 了。


祷告？谢谢。

Life is life – counting the blessings/rantings =3

A little worried about myself:

1. My nose still keep sneezing and running out fluid since I was in Malaysia. Sigh, I wonder what’s wrong with body’s functionalities. It just won’t get healed. Water, vitamins, medications… seems like none of these is doing its work. And just for the record, the amount of tissue I used last month is more than the amount I used in my whole entire life before that. I have to bring a pack of tissue wherever I go and need to get new ones after 2-4 days. Sneezing out all those yucky stuffs mixing with brown-red blood seems normal to me, already. I still remembered 2 years ago I almost freaked out because of that, but now, it doesn’t seem to give me any something-is-not-right feeling anymore.

2. I used to think (and proud) that I have stamina and my regeneration/recovery rate is high so I didn’t worry much about out-doing myself. But I have to think twice now. I’m still somewhat recovering physically from the Cardiff Games that day and get tired easily. So long I didn’t even think about to jog like I used to with Jia Jin at the park, because I know I couldn’t maintain our jogging-tempo anymore. Somehow I feel as if my joints are rebelling against me. I felt tiredness at my knee whenever I climb a 5 storey staircase. I even felt walking sometimes would cause me some pain. The only time I felt great is when I’m playing badminton. Maybe the method is correct, that I won’t feel tired at all.

3. I began to pick back up the procrastination side of myself. I must confess that until now, I still haven’t really planned for cell group in Heilbronn, mainly because I am lazy. And I felt very embarrassed whenever Helen asked me about CG. And in a way I realized how God wants to use me as His tool to draw some people to come to Him, but me myself just not doing it. Last week I went into class without doing Digitaltechnik homework, because I forgot the assignment, but mainly because I pushed it aside when I was free and thought about it. I told my lecturer I forgot to bring, but I felt guilty inside. What a lie. Well, I guess I learned my lesson: Spent whole night doing report for my Labor Technische Optik. The due date is next week, but I don’t dare to procrastinate anymore. =S

4. This semester I seemed to be quite free, or rather, too free. I began to worry that I’ve done too much of pushing subjects to next semester. But at the same time, I worried if things might be too heavy for me. Just like last semester, although the subjects weren’t much, but mostly were heavy. History will not repeat itself, I told myself, and I don’t want to make the same mistakes again. But as contrary, maybe I took too less subjects this time? Sigh. Nevertheless, I’ve decided to go for another subject tomorrow. =3

5. The temporal excitement of myself is still there. Somehow, I need the motivation to finish up whatever I’m doing now. I wanted to learn cooking rom, but until now I’m still stuck at the understanding part. I said I wanted to learn finger-style to play guitar. But until now I couldn’t even play a song. I said I wanted to be champion at Cardiff Game, but I didn’t put in much effort, and it’s like EVERY TIME I play a major competition with competitive atmosphere, I’ll meet the champion-to-be at the very first round. It really de-motivated me a lot can. It’s like, every single time. Why? :( It seriously can make me cry every time I think about it.

6. I became forgetful. I can seriously ask same question twice in like 15 minutes in a conversation. And it’s like exactly the SAME way I asked. I noticed this quite a number of times already. If you’re one of the victim, I’m terribly sorry about that. It’s just that, I don’t know how, but I JUST forget? I still remembered back in Primary school times I used to be very very not-happy with people who forgets stuffs. Guess I’m in the party too =S

Just some rantings, but also some good news to share with you all.

1. I was so happy that day during our programming class in Digitaltechnik. The lecturer just gave us an assignment, and asked us to write the condition table, compile VHDL, create schematic symbols, assign pins and download the data into the chipboard. Basically we had to do all ourselves. And I was the first one in class to finish it =) so so so happy, got praised by lecturer, for once in my whole life. =)

2. Sadly there’ll be no badminton in MASAF in France this year, but there’ll still be RENTAP and it’ll probably host by people in Regensburg, not confirmed yet though. I’m looking forward to it. The competition is not that tight and chances of winning is high. I want to get back the “Europe Champion” title. But that is, of course, will happen if I win Cardiff Games next year. But I’ll make my way to there. ROAR.

3. Finally got chance to go Offenburg after 2 years in Germany. Friends have been inviting me to go but I guess this time is really the chance for me to go and have fun. So yeah! I’m going. So be there.

4. Finished my assembly of Gundam. Love it lots =)

5. The fact is that because of you, I smiled. ;)

ZGMF-X20A photos coming soon =D

m-Project: the story telling part 3

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So on the 24th morning, I got up, and final check that I had everything with me, Aunt Nancy sent me to Johor Bahru KTM station. Daniel was surprisingly late. But expectedly the train which supposed to arrive at 8:47am also delayed for like 15 minutes. So we boarded the train and we were on our way from south to a little up the globe. It was a Express Rakyat train, and to my surprise, there’s squad-toilet in the train. And although I was half a globe away from Germany, there were two Germans sitting in front of us. We didn’t dare to uhmmm… talk to them. But I guess they’re everywhere, just that previously we didn’t know the language, so we didn’t ‘catch’ their words. Assumption.

  
tsk tsk tsk ;)

But anyway, the train arrived at Tampin around 13:30. Daniel called Michelle and well, actually I wasn’t informed about anything. But anyway, I made sure to call mom, Aunt Nancy and Stephanie to tell her GongGong PoPo,  to tell them that I was at my supposed destination. I wondered if they would really ‘send’ a squad to retrieve me. Anyway, not soon after that Michelle came with her new Proton Saga 1.3cc. So she drove us through the ‘only’ main road in Tampin to her house. And her house was big. Pretty much like those Sibu/Kuching wealthy people. Damn rich people. So we parked in, carried our stuffs into her guess room, and waited for her mom to finish the cooking. Okay, I did offer to help. Just that well, it’s common to be rejected, given drinks and being ‘ordered’ to sit down at the living room and waited. So I used her laptop to surf net for a while. And lol, I couldn’t recall when was the last time I touched a Windows XP powered laptop. A little diverted: A lot of people thinks that Windows XP is the most stable OS. Well, that might be true, the only thing is the ‘wifi connection after awaken from sleep’ problem. It wasn’t solved? I don’t know. I just think that Windows 7 by far is stable to. And as far as I see from various aspects, it is better than XP. But we’ll leave that to Microsoft to deal with that ;)

Not long after that Michelle’s dad arrived, along with her younger sisters Magdeline and Melissa. So lunch was cook and we all ate together. Wonder what were on the menu?

 

 

I think I missed out one dish =(

After lunch we were at the living room. Browsed through some childhood photos albums. Chubby lovely those kids were lol. After that we all went out together to get don’t-know-whose fixed necklace, at the same time look around the places. I saw big bears and felt like buying one, to accompany James’s lonely boy. But reality stroke me that I had no more space for anything. Sigh. After a while Daniel, Mag, Michelle and I sent Lisa to piano lesson and we went for some pearl milk drinks (珍珠奶茶) and sight-seeing.

their church

Dinner time we had ‘longkang mee’ and dined outside the house at the compound. We chit-chat ted with her parents, but I was little quieter. I guess I am not that kind of daring to speak anything/jokes/magic tricks/haha like Daniel. =.=” But after dinner we waited Lisa and Mag (is it to informal? lol) to come back and we went to A-Famosa Resort to see the 21:00 fireworks show. I love to see fireworks since I was a kid. Imagine the hopeless dark sky being covered by bright warm particles, awesome =) I even had the thought to have fireworks as my birthday present lol.

 
Love the light. Just that my camera isn’t capable of capturing what I saw in my eyes =(

After that we went for satay. The satay was nice, the dip was superb, the meat condition was good, and we chatted and laughed. The only flaw was that I let the dip fell onto the NUS polo T-shirt that BingHan gave me. It was the first time I wore it. Argh. I wonder if the stain was still there, forgot to check after putting my laundry to wash. Anyway, after my stomach is fed, we went back. We stayed outside of the house and surfed net, chatted with James, and Jan, confirming stuffs about Campus Alive. They camho-ed but I guess I didn’t join in. And someone didn’t want to take photo with me =(

Daniel, Michelle and I chatted and I-don’t-know how long before we decided to sleep.

 

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The next day I woke up, the first thing I saw after opened the door was to see her father. Sweat. I went into the bathroom, had myself splash with some water, before I realized I forgot to switch on another pump for the hot water so it was cold.

sorry this is 18-rated picture of me, and camho-ed without Steph again. And those who said I’m skinny, think twice again ;)

After we got ourselves prepared, stuffs carried downstairs, we were served with dark WanTanMee as breakfast. 9:30am we took off. Michelle and her parents and us went up from Tampin. It was quite a journey before they dropped us at Kelana Jaya LRT Station. Before we bid goodbye we took a photo with her, and I guess that was the only picture with her. =(

come to think of it, the photo was nice. Taken by her mom.

We took train to KL Sentral and transit to Shah Alam. Then we took cab to Kolej Cemara and went to the office to get our room key. We placed our stuffs in and Daniel took rest. I wasn’t that tired at that time so I took out my camera and went around to familiar/memorable places to just reminisce all the unforgettable memories.

 
           Kolej Cemara Entrance             ---             The new futsal field    ---    the place where the wounds were slowly healed

where our internet came from   ---   The goal that I failed to score   ---   the place where the love started to grow

The place where I used to live          ---          the place where you used to live                       

 

Not long after that Zhang Zhi arrived. So after a while he drove us to Campus Alive! at New Life church. And as usual, before CA started, we went to eat, as part of our tradition.

After dinner we went up, got welcomed by the ushers. The worship team was preparing the song. And Zhang Zhi, the ex head of Coordinator was ‘angry’ at the not-punctual-anymore start.

The worship team rehersal   ---   Clearly, his hands tells it all?

So we started with ice-breaking game. Adopted from the outdoor church activity in Germany, it’s a game that we have to put in everything just to make longest possible queue. So they were excited and made long lines, and we told them that the winner is the team fastest to keep everything back. And the awards were chocolates from Germany. After that, Zhang Zhi shared his testimony in Germany.

The queue --- The price giving

 
“So I guess you all are cool, no worries about overseas” – Zhang Zhi

And then we had worship session led by Jan. Arh I forgot the songs, I only remembered “’Til I See You” because tears went down my cheek =S And we had sermon from Pastor Michael Ngui from Damansara Church with sermon title ‘How then shall Iive?’

We read in the Bible about love the Lord our God with all our mind, strength, heart, soul, basically everything. So in this sermon Pastor tried to dissect the content by tackling on the word ‘everything’. A lot of times we do say ‘Yea, we love our God and we will give everything of ours to Him”. Pastor Michael challenged on the vague word ‘everything’ and yea, to think about it, that was the standard answer that we always say, but we didn’t carry anything in the ‘everything’. Then he talked about the heart – where we set our heart to make God as the number one priority in life. The soul is the invisible quality of human character and a balanced soul is needed. Loving God with all our soul is to:

1. relate ourselves authentically to God
2. love Gdo with all we are, all our inner being
3. open up all that we hid in the closet to Him

Pastor Michael Ngui               ---               The CA people             ---                 another view         

We all are a soul with body. Therefore we should live before Him holistically. That includes surrendering ourselves in whole to God. Surrendering to God only on certain part of us can be best described as fragmenting our life and that creates tensions in us. But we are all sinners and fall easily. That’s why we need allow God to bring balance into our life. That includes constant conversation with God and to seek Him passionately. And we should love our God personally, as who we are, not to be someone else. Lord, I want to learn to love You. I want You to be at the center of my life. 

It was an awesome night, just to be back in CA again. Thank You Lord for bringing me so much changes in life.

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That’s all for now, again, more to come.

More pictures are available at:

m-Project 2010 Vol. 1

m-Project 2010 Vol. 2

m-Project 2010 Vol. 3