Wednesday, August 15, 2007

SAF 2007 part 1

SAF SAF!!

Last night I went to Kompleks Sukan Delima at Main Campus to play Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF) 2007. Wow... I really missed those times since my first visit. They were surely unforgettable moments. Hahah...


This year we're not in luck in our group. We got FSSR team in our group, and it was a huge "road-block" to qualify ourselves to play in the knock-out stage. T,T Compare to last and last last time, this year is the worst. Haha... but luckily we still got better players compare to last year..

Last night we played against the great FSSR where there's a UiTM seeded ( is "seeded" spelled like this? ) player with nickname "Tong" STILL in their team. Woosh... He played the 1st single and Fadli (the ALM senior, I forgot what name already =P) from our team played against him. And he lost terribly, of course. Haha... But actually I thought he can win that Tong, since both of them have the same playing style. But, haih... never mind. I knew he tried for his best already. =D

As for me, I won my match. It was so scary, since most of the staffs (I knew them all~) watching at my game. Haha... At first I was quite nervous and could not play well. But after 15 points I got back my nerve and courage and played well. I won splendidly. 30-18 if not mistaken. Yay!

But sad thing, both of INTEC's double also lost. Overall only me and Jacky won our match. I'm quite disappointed with the result, since all of our players nearly win their game. Sad sad... But I don't blame them, since they did not play many matches compare to me and Jacky so maybe they're nervous about it. But I do respect all of them, they've tried their very best and they're all worthy of a praise.

Tonight we'll have another game. A game that we must win in order to qualify for the Knock-out Stage. I'll do my best. And I believe my comrades will do their best too! Pray for me, pray for INTEC.

And pray for my A-Level result tomorrow. Haha... I'm starting to get nervous about it. I'm wondering what kind of result I will get. God knows. =)


Gambatteh, Qi Hao!




vincent

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Secret 不能说的秘密


Heiya~! Just finished watching Jay Chou (周杰伦)'s Secret, 不能说的秘密. I thought it would be like last time when he filmed Initial D, where everyone said Jay acted very lousy and low quality. I thought this time he's like that again - Always keep his mouth as small as possible.

But this time different.

He speak a lot and his mouth opened much bigger compare to the Initial D.

Storyline... It's about a girl who somehow traveled further 20 years. Everyone cannot see her except Jay (The character that Jay Chou plays also called Jay). They fell in love with each other. Basically is something like that. But if you want to know the whole story, I suggest you go watch the movie. This time is worth to watch, especially those scenes when he plays piano. I enjoy the music more than the story line. LoL.

Err.. Overall I give this movie 7.5/10. The 2.5 deduction is because of the following reasons:
1. The storyline is kind of immature. You'll feel like you're watching shows like the stupid Meteor Garden (流星花园), where those F4 people filmed the show.

2. Not very logical and some part of the movie I still don't understand. Need to watch it again.


Guessed that's all. But I can't give comment about the sounds and effect stuffs. I downloaded from internet (illegally) so it's sort of like pirate recording inside the cinema. Yes, the CAM thingy. So I'll wait till the DvdRip comes out.

Will go to Cinema to watch if got time. =D Not like the Initial D. I watched just to see they drift, although nothing much compare to Too Fast Too Furious: Tokyo Drift. Haha...

Surprise is that Jay Chou himself is the director of the movie. His first time if not mistaken. Anyway, 加油 Jay Chou! New album when will come out? Haha... Can't wait. Can I find it in Germany? LoL.



Vincent

Saturday, August 11, 2007

1st of 3 parts of Ticket to Germany!

I remembered, I was still enjoying my new single life, and was still drowning in the sorrow of the relationship. I was still lying on the bed, thinking how bad I was. I was there at CA, hearing full-heartedly at the motivation talk of the young Joash. I was there, playing badminton with Jackie, while teaching each other how to improve ourselves. I was there, waiting sharp on 5.45pm (GMT +8.00) for the "dinner aunty" to come. I was there then, enjoying the dinner while the rubbish collector comes in very punctually around that time. I was there, playing CS against those lame lousy Bots.

And I was there, as the English Cambridge result came out.

What the heck?!

Yea, I got a damn big "C" for my English. It's sad as I was expecting myself to get at least a "B". Most of us got the big boastful "B" while I was pinned as a crappy crying-sad "C". How sad, how sad, indeed..

The moment soon after I told Mdm Kahartini my candidate number and she revealed my result, I felt a bit bitter. BITTER. And sad. But I hid those feelings, as people around me got a better "B". It was sad, sad ,sad...

I "scratched"here and there, just to release my anger and dissatisfaction. But then, I realized...
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REJOICE!

Yes, I could have get worser result. I could have failed. I could have been the one crying. I could be the one that being hurt, instead of hurting someone else. Let's just keep the details silence :(

And yes again, I should be happy over it. I deserve a "C", for my attitude and commitment during my English lectures. It was sad to recall the incident.

~~~ The Story ~~~
We were somehow lazy to do the assignment that Mdm Rahimah gave us. Sort of like boycott her. She was so angry with us and asked us to go to the library and finish the assignment in 2 hours time. And I think I grunted or something when there went...

"Goh, I don't want to see your that facial expression."

And yes again again! I still remembered this quote. It was now like, a "lesson" in my mind that I carried along in my life, until the very end.

And from that day onwards we never dare to put aside her assignments.

~~~ The End ~~~

After like 3 hours after I got my result today, I felt calm again, knowing my capabilities. But that super-smart Yu Sian was like "OMG! How come a "C"? I got "A" for my Cambridge's English Literature!" And I was like "zzz". But I guess "C" is kind of bad, really really bad.

But cheers~! I got 1/3 of the "invitation ticket" to Germany already. The other 1/3, the BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG one will come to me (hopefully) on the coming Thursday. Wow, speaking of which, I'm starting to get nervous about it. I wonder what result will it turn out to be?

And of course, now I must study my German language super duper hard too. 4th of September will be the last piece to form my ticket, my German Language Exam (DSH Exam). Last year was terribly hard, the lecturer said. Perhaps this year will be easier? I need to study hard now!

And yes, my badminton training will start this coming Sunday night. My 3rd and my last year to play Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF). I was quite memorable though. I still remember, that my 1st year I played for the competition alongside with my seniors, Wen Tak, Siew Chun, Ee Kang ( Did I spelled his name correctly?!) and some others more. And the sad thing was, we managed to get the 1st in our group and got into the knock-out stage. There was when all of us were busy and some other lousier younger players were chosen to play in replace of us.

And they screwed the game, the fame that we built, the match, and the team. I'm not blaming them, and I know they've tried their best, but I'm just not satisfied.

And last year, we led the Group, again. Thanks to Jay Sern for ATU, an ALM's Terengganu-state player ( he claimed himself and I don't think anyone would say bubbles for that), the Penguin a.k.a. Tanggang and Koboi. 1st round in the knock-out stage we met Fakulti Sains, Sukan dan Rekreasi (FSSR) and of course, we were no match for them. They were simply too strong, which makes me think of the scene ( I don't know why!?) where an Overlord drives over a Attack-Bike in C&C Generals.

Never mind. This year, CAN WE MAKE IT? I personally haven't see the list. I don't know who's same group as us. I know nothing. Hopefully I can find out on Sunday or Monday. =D

I'll try my best to do it the best once again. My last year, my last time. Definitely I'll crush everything that's in the way.



Vincent

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

light me a path, please.

It is hard.. to lay out that one step, just to be different. People will regard you as deserter of the troop. And worst come to worst you might have been shot down, like how it was shown in those combat movies.

But still, we need to be tough. We need to stay strong. We need to focus on our goal. We need to move on. We need to carry forth our dreams. After all, those who succeed were the those who had dreams, right?

A not-very-close friend of mine put this quote on her MSN for very very long time : "Settle with the past, engage with the present, believe in the future". It sounded so sweet and nice. The essence behind the quote is the truth of how we should face this challenging world. But I know it is hard to do so. Not when you've put in your whole effort to make it wonderful. To make it your own paradise. To make it the memories that never leak away from you. To make you feel sweet and happy. And most importantly, to make it lasts eternally.

But then I realized, nothing will last forever. The sun will die out, according to the scientists, who managed to come out with evidence that support their theory. The leaves on a tree will fall down eventually, not just only when the fall comes. Human will die someday. Everything will end, someday.

But not this heart.

I don't know why. I just don't. I thought it can die out someday, but seems like so far it can't. Or maybe it won't. I don't know. Why am I have to be so indifferent? They all seem like already letting go. Some even found their new love ones. But why can't I do so? What's the different between me and them? Don't I human too?

I'm so depressed about his. Oh God, if You are not to let me be with her, why can't you give everything an end? Let my soul "rest". Let me get over with this.

But if You mean to have the opposite happens, tell me not to give up. Tell me to continue to stand in the rain, for if the rain goes, it is when the warm sunshine to come.

I need answers.

Sad. It's just a cry from the deepest of my heart. It's pain.



Vincent

Friday, August 03, 2007

Pikom PC Fair August 2007

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..
Sigh... Just when I thought the storm has gone and sunny day again.. Why things repeating itself? It was the sensation that has gone long time ago. And it came back to me again. My heart beat faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and faster again, when you're just an inch away from me. I know I think too much. But it's just... I don't know.

Why am I keep on being like this? I wish I can be someone who is not so love-blinded. I'm like a maniac. What the heck?

There can I see how firm I am at my current situation. I'm not firmly rooted on the decision that we made. Stupidly me, how come I'm such a person?

Wait... I can't keep on whining like this. Rejoice! that I'm still a nice person who willingly to take up all the responsibilities and all the cost of everything. At least, in my love life =D

I wonder, can I ever allowed to say "I miss you" again? Is our promise ever come true? Is our best best enough?

No! I want to be better. At least than my current self.


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Pikom PC Fair, 03-05 August!
Yep yep! Today went to PC fair with Xiang Yu, Pau and Theng Theng. We came back, had some rest and some of us changed cloths, then off we went to Kuala Lumpur Convention Center (KLCC) to join the heat of the 1st day of PC fair!

We went there by taking Commuter KTM from Shah Alam to KL Sentral. Then we took Putra to KLCC station. Each stabbed out blood worth of MYR2.50 and MYR1.60 from my wallet. Haha, I exaggerated, honestly, it was quite cheap compare to the distance we traveled. If we took taxi, guess how much it cost?

Anyway, we reach there around 3pm I guess. There was a part where we had to walk a small distance to the Exhibition Hall from the Twin-Corn ( It DOES LOOK LIKE CORNS, DON'T THEY?) The sun was shining freakingly hot. We went in. My heart sank, as I look at the plan. Same-old-fashion way of direction that we should move and SAME category at the SAME hall. Oh my gosh. It was so lame, I wonder if they can change the layout in December to make it more "adventurous"? I guess the answer is "NO".

Anyway, although it was Friday afternoon, but still, very very crowded. Maybe they all have the same set piece of mind as some of my friends (you KNOW yourselves that I'm talking about YOU!): "Friday ma... many people still working, some only will come on Sunday because the booths will sell things much much cheaper than today, so today won't be so many people". Yep, if this is true, then on Sunday I guess the building will be overflowing with peoples.

We searched and looked for the things that we wanted to buy. I personally have nothing to buy, I just want to see some new technologies. I was keeping my eye as I walk, I do not want to loose the opportunity to have a glance on QuadCore and GeForce 8800GTX! And hooorrrayyy! I saw only the 8800 thingy. I was like kind of satisfied with it, haha.... The price is MYR1999. Is it cheap? Dumb question.

But what I did not expect was the Blu-Ray! YeAh! Blu-Ray, I saw it already. I was happy for that. And they did place some information about the Blu-Ray thingy. Happy, happy! But still, I sad because didn't see any modified PC (PC-modding). Sigh, last year still got the front-part-openable-casing-with-big-big-fans PC with hydrogen liquid (if not mistaken) as the cooling agent. But this time, I see none! Or maybe I missed the PC. You tell me.

And about games, yeah, got people showed MetalSlug game (PC version) to attract people to buy their joysticks. Haha. And there was a booth for a Chinese Online Game, I forgot what name. But sadly, I was thinking that it should be the time to heat up Granado Espada, but nothing turned out. Granado Espada (GE), the Mass-Multiplayer-Online-Role-Playing-Game (MMORPG) created by the creator of Ragnarok. Don't tell me you don't know about Ragnarok. >.<
1. Granado Espada Official Website
2. Granado Espada @ Wikipedia


There was a booth that hangs a banner which says "All toys and merchandises will be sold at MYR1.00 for every hour. There you can get the Poring, Angeling, etc soft toys from Ragnarok (Don't tell me you don't know about Ragnarok!). But I don't know whether it is true or not, even until now. So, if you're free, just wait in front of the booth and grab when you have the chance. Oh ya, Apacer (If not mistaken, I was glancing quickly through) also got host some quizzes stuffs that you can win something back. I don't know what the thing is, but it was very funny to see all the adults like kindergarten kids. "One, two, THREE!" and everyone raised up their hands like what we did in the primary and kindergarten times. Weird but funny. LoL.

When we want to go back, the situation was horrible. The Putra train broke down. And everyone was queuing there, and all of my friends said it was so crowded that they nearly fainted. Imagine, more than 60 people (Just a random figure, I didn't actually go and count, just an estimation) in an area of max 10x10 meter. What the heck!? So, we had to walk out from the Corn-Tower and towards the nearest Monorail station. Luckily the weather was sort of fine. If not, I'll become charcoal again. >.<>
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CROWDED!

Very very crowded. So we had to walk and find a spot where there was relatively lesser people. Haha... luckily we all managed to get into the next train. If not, OMG! Sure die... And so we reached back, all exhausted. But some one saw some few Korean Program girls playing at the cement field where we always play football, he got super excited. Yes, this person..



Some pictures about PC fair.. I'll post up later. I haven't get photos from my friends. So, sorry ya!





vincent

Thursday, August 02, 2007

CA 02-08-07

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..
Today I was so boring in class. And I drew this picture. Looks like who? Haha... No one.


Life is like a boat, floating in the sea, when the wave comes, it goes higher, when the wave passes, it fall back down.

Gosh... What's with the internet today. The connection is good like normal but I can't post up images. Sigh sigh.. Will update when it's possible, hopefully tomorrow. Cheers!


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Campus Alive!

Fun fun fun! I feel like going CA EVERY TIME! Today's CA still continued the clean streak - Never bored me. Every CA sessions that I attended was fun and enjoying. I got to hear good advices and talks, not just to the Christians, but everyone. Yes, everyone.

Today's Speaker was Pastor Jeffrey ( Correct me if I'm wrong) and he talked about how to be outstanding. He quoted a story from Matthew 14. The story:
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During the fourth watch of the night,he came toward them, walking on the sea.
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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. "It is a ghost," they said, and they cried out in fear.
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At once (Jesus) spoke to them, "Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid."
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Peter said to him in reply, "Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water."
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He said, "Come." Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.
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But when he saw how (strong) the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!"
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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"
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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.
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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, "Truly, you are the Son of God."
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After making the crossing, they came to land at Gennesaret.

He is such a great speaker too, Pastor Jeffrey. He was very hilarious throughout the talk. He did a lot of jokes, of course never he joke about Christianity. And he managed to grab attentions from everyone. He spoke about what he had went through to be a pastor - how he then realized how empty he was spiritually, although he was a successful person in business and wealth; how much effort he put in to know Him better. Definitely not a one-night task.

He summarized that to be outstanding, there are 4 tips that we need to know:
1. Ask wisely
2. Listen actively
3. Act boldly
4. Focus rightly

These are the key to be outstanding. He explained these 4 points by taking example about Peter and his experience of walking on the water. I was glad that I understand what he was talking about. I swear if I didn't read the comic book that I bought at Charis last time, I won't be able to picture the whole thing. At least the comic book showed drawn pictures of the scene.

It was fun session with him. I like his style and attitude. He knows how to act according to situations. He knows when to be serious and when to be relaxed throughout the talk. Respect respect.

Meaningful session, don't it? Want to be outstanding? Then learn to step out from the boat, step out from the crowd, prove your skills. Prove your abilities. Then you'll be outstanding.

Seriously this is CAMPUS ALIVE!





vincent

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

My First tag!!

..::*+Small Talk+*::..
Gosh! Got tagged! LoL... Pei Pei, my first time being tagged, ok? so if I did something wrong just tell me ya! >.<
I guess this is suppose to be for female one so I just stroke out to make it suits me...



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1. Do you ever lie about your age?
>No,no... No lie. Guys what... Need not to hide...

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys girls”or “tough guys girls”?
>Definitely not tough girls right? So I'll go for sensitive then o.0

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys girls?
> I prefer blonde, but depends, if she suits me, then it's heaven!

4. Are you currently single?
>Double haha.. single already. Sad sad.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
>Important one I guess only 1?

6. Do you have a best friend?
>Yep I got lots of them, want me to name them?

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>Be a successful engineer and caring + loving + sensitive + protective guy

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
>Daniel or Xiang Yu or Pau or Yen Zhao If want to say girls, she's still that one that I last hugged.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
>Duh... Yup, someone threw a spear into me and the heart fractured into pieces.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
>Guy + plastic surgery = LaLA

11. Do you like your life?
>I like my life where I'm growing and learning =D

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
>.......... Hollister? Guess not, it sounds like a shop for girls. Hahaha..

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend girlfriend from you?
>Not yet, maybe Xiang Yu? He "invested" already.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
>Of course. When playing DotA can count in?

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
>Guys, of course.

16. How long have you had friendster?
>Forgot already. If you interested then go see my profile.

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
>Honestly yes. I cheated when I say that word "okie".

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
>Yes, a lot.

19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
>No no. I don't dare. The most I'll do is just say "I want to slap you!".

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
>When Pau ask us to go eat Bak Kut Teh or Roast Duck >.< Blood comes out from my wallet!

21. Have you ever skipped a class?
>Sigh, I skipped to play football during secondary times. I skipped lecture at here pretending I was seriously sick. >.<

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
>Yes, Don't make me recall them again. Very sad.

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
>Yes, how many days? Nearly a month.

24. Have you ever not been able to get somene out of your head?
>She's the only one so far...

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
>Err... I prefer "once a scout, always a scout" :P

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
>Yes! And I was like, Deja vu.

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
>Yes, so please read my blog more.

28. Do u ever wish u were a guy girl?
>Yes. In Maple Story. My gan jie jie got a bf inside and the guy gives her a lot of cash stuffs. I also want =.=¨

29.Do you think women smell nice in perfume?
>IF and ONLY IF they choose the one that suits them.

30.Tag 5 people
1. eTuC
2. BoOn
3. Alicia
4. Cynthia
5. Yeam