Thursday, June 30, 2011

Memory dump–heat sink

Don’t read. You are warned.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Once a while when I get tired of being stuck in busy life and some personal issues and struggles, I always open my Beautiful Flowers to reread some memorable words and encouragement from those who left something in it.

I’ll be fine. I told myself.

When all else fades, I know where I am going.

The hardest step one can ever take is the one that is painful, and often it puts one to tears. Despite the present, those who hold on in walking the path are the one who will triumph against the evil and the wicked. And the eternal glory is what that will put a smile on one’s face. I guarantee it.

I believe in fairy tales. That no matter what I’m going thru, I am not alone, for God is walking with me. This journey is ever awesome because of His presence. In Him I will put my trust upon. It depends on how you think about it, but God has His own “happy ending” for each and everyone of us. Are you seeing what He wants you to see in yourself?

Keep me in prayers. This road not taken is harder than it looks to be. I know where I am going, I know the future is secured in His hands. But it is the presence that is hard for me to deal with.

Things aren’t like how they used to be. Decisions after decisions… at the end of the day, remind me that it is always He who is in control of everything.

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Sometimes I do confused: Am I dealing with the consequences by doing damage control, or am I solving the cause? Just when it seems to be crystal clear, I found I making mistake. Sigh.

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The more I understand you, the more I realize that I don’t understand you at all.

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and I’m not so sure anymore.

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*closing the book*

good to be home. Sorry some grunts and complains. You chose to read it and I need to dump those rubbish emotions and thoughts. So it is balanced.

Good to be home.

I really feel good to be home.

You know I really feel good to be home.

or perhaps you don’t.

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