I suddenly cannot strum guitar - tempo off-ed, fingers numbed, breath choked, something in stomach...
I tried to go into the mood of worship.
Tried to sing.
Tried to strum.
The songs I used to play.
The songs that touched me.
The first love.
THAT first love.
I end up crying... because I can't.
Definitely something is bothering me. Read back few pages of My Utmost For His Highest. Began to notice I began to feel proud about myself and finally realize the meaning of being humble but remain faithful.
All of our thoughts are known to God. He can understand what is in the mind of the Spirit, as the Spirit prays for God's people.
Roman 8:27 CEV
Lord, You know me better than I know myself. You see through every inch of me, and You know what is wrong, even I do not know it myself. I pray to You, Lord, that as I'm in such a situation, I pray that You will reveal to me the reasons behind all these. Holy Spirit, please keep me in peace. In Jesus's name.
Amen.
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