Thursday, February 11, 2010

they whom I should apologize

I wish I have a time machine. To go back in time.

To apologize while I still can to certain people in my life. You all made me feel bad, as I thought back what happened last time.

I wish I was clever enough, or seen much enough not to hurt you all. However, it's not possible now.

I remembered your face, as you turned around and look at me, because of my carelessness, I hurt your head with a ruler. I wonder how you're doing? Primary school, that certainly long time ago, no? However, it's impossible that you're reading this, no? If only you know, how much the impact was that on me.. =(

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I couldn't remember your face that time. I was supposed to sit beside you. Yet I wasn't. Because my heart was somewhere else. That was far-fetched, like the moon in the sky - as close as it is in the water, but just another mirage image. I should've stayed there with you. Thank you for the entrance ticket though. I never thought I could go, you made it real. Yet I screwed it.

This time, when I go back, I'll be meeting you. This time, for sure, I want to say sorry to you. That's why, wait for me, okay? I want to talk to you face to face. I want to apologize. It was supposed to be a treasure yet I misused it.

Gomen ne. =( 미안 해요 (and I'm not sure if this is correct, but you should be understand this. But if only you to know this blog.), aber ich danke dir.

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