Monday, January 18, 2010

A smile.

Tired of trying. There're things that hopeless.
Tired of waiting. But I have to wait. No matter what. And screw that.

I wish I have my smart-ass mind like in Primary school times. But well, as have said, it's Primary school time.

I'm like a plastic - I'm fake; hypocrite; procrastinator.

I have low melting point; meaning I cannot handle much heat.

I have exams, and I'm worried. sigh.

I guess I should try to smile. I missed my childhood smile. A lot. When you need not to worry what or how others look at you. Smile. Sigh, I can't. Not now.

One day... one day. One day.

3 comments:

sharon said...

the "smart-ass" thing, that will never leave you. really!

persevere!

chailan said...

No matter what happens, you are great in God's eyes!

Chelle said...

SMILE! no matter what happens, you still have the reason to smile everyday! thank God that you are still able to smile, and that alone can make u smile :)