Virus Virus.

swt... MSN got virus. Although I didn't press those links from others... Anyone got solution other than reinstalling MSN or reformat? =.="

But then, thanks to Amy for informing me this.

And at the mean time, don't click links from messages that I sent you. Unless while we're chatting. >.<

花海 - 周杰伦

Verse1:
靜止了 所有的花開
遙遠了 清晰了愛
天鬱悶 愛卻很喜歡
那時候 我不懂 這叫愛

Verse2:

你喜歡 站在那窗台
妳好久 都沒再來
彩色的時間染上空白
是妳流的淚暈開

Chorus1:

不要妳離開 距離隔不開 
思念變成海 在窗外進不來
原諒說太快 愛成了阻礙
手中的風箏放太快 回不來

Chorus2:

不要妳離開 回憶劃不開
欠妳的寵愛 我在等待重來
天空仍燦爛 它愛著大海
情歌被打敗 愛已不存在

Her name is Blackstone

Everyone knows I have new girlfriend already right...? Okay today I'm gonna reveal her inner beauty to you all after some 'plastic surgeries'...

Her front view.. =)

Side view. Thanks to Flip It by Wildberry Team.

Yea yea... tomorrow is someone's birthday.

For your info, my girlfriend is named HTC Touch HD, codename: Blackstone. Links for more info here.

Rom:

Name: Dutty's HD V2.3 XTREME MSVC

Build: 5.2.21028

CE OS: 5.2.21032.1.6.0

Radio:

Version: 1.13.25.24

Hard-SPL:

Version: 1.14 OliNex

Operating System:

Version: Windows Mobile 6.1 (come-along version)

p/s: I don't dare to change to 6.5... =S

She tells me weather...

She enables me to read my smses as well as emails...

Listen to musics... =) Yiruma~

I can do some settings...

Last but not least... YOU cannot touch her. She's image-lock protected =)

Hehe. Coming up reveals will be the collection of softwares that I've used in her. Stay tuned.

All pictures belong to ultimatepichu. No copyright breach without proper permission is allowed.

Friendship – An Extended

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..

I see a lot of chances lying ahead for me. Just… How to juggle with them?

 

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Human has 24 hours. No one can have more. This is a fact.

 

The extend of the circle.

So is the circle-changing thingy is something that we can’t do anything about? Is it that a friendship is just something that f-r-a-g-i-l-e? Okay so this is my first of the two stories that I have. As you all well known, I went for the ski trip with my friends together. During the trip, there are some time that I spent with myself, as in like times when they’re sitting together playing the 3-players-mahjong. I thought back what I learned at the very beginning of my mentor-mentee-ship (is there better word for this?) – why are we revolving around other people? It’s like you’re as if the earth, and you’re revolving around the sun (in this case, someone else). Nowadays, what we’re doing is just for other people’s sake. It’s just like in an act – the actors and the actress are just presenting things that the viewers want to watch. You prefer to watch Jet Li fighting than singing. No offence, just some random example.

Similarly, after a small reflection, I found out that I’m too other-people orientated. What does this mean? I thought at first I’m not this kind of person, but lately I felt and I saw it myself, that I’m very mind of what others think, in this case, why doesn’t they appreciate me when I wanted to befriend with them, wanted this friendship to last possibly forever. Well, it is true that maybe their busyness keeps them away from spending time to build the friendship between him/her and me. But I thought, hmmm… why am I so frustrated when they seem not to appreciate this friendship? This is more complicated and guilty filled me when I put myself into their shoes: I sometimes really do ‘purposely’ ignore some people because I am up to something, or, lamer excuse, watching movies. I’m sorry, if you think you’re the person, for me myself know exactly who I am referring to =S

So mixture feelings between these two point of views. I thought to leave this issue there (as in in that post), but then recent incident and sudden struck of thought from what I learned from my mentor wake me up. Okay, for your inquiry, he once described me “observed things but did not think further”. As in for the incident thing, it was about a friendship between two person that I observed. Let’s start my story.

That day before we went for skiing in France (seriously I still don’t know where exactly the place is) we gathered at Karlsruhe, where my ex-girlfriend is studying. By the way, it feels like kind of impolite, so from now onwards I’ll use Theng Theng. Anyway, why Karlsruhe? Because it is the only pick-up point in Baden-Württemberg of the travel agency’s bus. Anyway, after the trip of course we also landed back in Karlsruhe. Then I was informed that a friend of hers is currently in exactly Karlsruhe doing students exchange when we had lunch together and missed the Sunday church service. I didn’t ask about it, but pretty much sure that she came to study in Germany wasn’t a forced decision. Well, I guess, then, it’s just to meet up with Theng Theng, although it’s just one semester. However, I find it kind of significant, how strong this friendship could be. I mean, from US, to Germany, for one semester, not mentioning about to pick up another language, and the jakunness (no such word, learned from Pat’s blog) when first arrive like me? hmmmm…

It’s just a friendship, you might say. But as mentioned, I think her friend (May Lin I think, not really remember) really showed the rareness in a friendship. I guess that’s a good example of the willingness to keep each other in a circle. I’m not saying “oh, you all must come Heilbronn for students exchange program also”, but merely showing a general sign of wonder God had shown to me. Amazing isn’t? To be real honest, to see such a friendship exists, I couldn’t stop but to give it a smile. A big one.

After this incident, or rather, this encounter, I feel that this is what God wants to show me, through people. Friendship is a bond that makes you smile. There’s always chances that all of us can take to keep in circles and being alive in it. Just look at the pictures of secondary friends’ or college friends’ or even primary school friends’ gathering pictures in Facebook, people’s birthday gatherings, reunions etc etc. It’s not a matter if one doesn’t want to value the friendship or not. It’s about how Y-O-U yourself wants to see something happen.

Maybe I’ll start thinking to do a students exchange semester in US, UK, France, India, Russia, Japan, South Korea, Australia, New Zealand, Malaysia, China, Indonesia, Brazil… to the places where you all are. Haha. Sorry if I had left out some countries. I am seriously joking.

But there’s an offer to do Practical Semester in Japan though. Haha. I am not joking this time.

stay tune...

I'm back... and very excited about this trip, even until now.

What I went through wasn't just about ski trip and how fast I learned to ski and nearly overtake my 'coach' =P

Something much more occured and yea, I learned much from this trip.

God is good =)

I got 2 more stories to tell. Will blog it out when I'm free. School reopen soon and so I guess I won't be free for this week.

But stay tune. Come back soon and often. It's sad looking at the visitor graph lol. I'm joking.

oh yea, for those who worried, I'm still in one piece =)

Friendship

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..

I'll be leaving to ski for a week. I'll be back on the 14th. And to be straight, I expect this post to be a discussion. So if you are reading this, throw in your comments, okay, it's a "please":

Please leave comments. I'm desperate.

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Human has 24 hours. No one can have more. This is a fact.

In terms of spending it, what I realized is that we don't appreciate things around us. I observed myself, my friends etc and I jump to the conclusion that there's always things that bring us away from current circle of friends. Simple as this: Few months, or few years, or few days ago, he/she is your friend and you two chatted as if the world is going to end on the next day and you two keep on sharing what you have. Simply to say, it's because you're interested in him/her. Not the kind of interest involving like you have crush on him/her, but merely friendship. Most of us don't really notice this, that starting we're very excited about someone and both of us chatted very very frequent, and very long in each session. In the end... haha, you could guess it by now.

So then the graph will eventually come down after reaching its peak. What does this mean? It could mean both of the parties are busying with their own lives. But the thing I wanted to highlight here is that most of friendship dies because one or both of the parties found something or someone else that interest them. Very simple analogy, and to avoid some misunderstanding, I' shall use myself as the example:

Let's go back to my primary school. I was in SRK Stampin (it was used to be called so last time) and I made friends especially with my classmates and we studied together until Primary 3. Then dad transfered me to another school (SRB Sam Hap Hin). So I left this group of people and started all over again to mix with new circle of friends. Then instead of going SMK Sungai Maong together with my friends from this school, dad transfered me to SMK Green Road. And yea, the cycle repeated again, and I was glad, because I had 2 other friends from my primary school that went there, not to mention some other school from my first primary school. Okay, after I left secondary school, I went to MMU to study along with my gang. I wasn't expecting to get JPA Scholarship; come on, 8A1s, 2A2s, and 1B3 can get? To be real honest, I still couldn't really believe I got this scholarship. Anyway, yea, I got JPA and came to INTEC, Shah Alam. It means another "reset"-pressing button. But it wasn't that bad though, because I had friends from my secondary school. People that I missed a lot. And now I'm in Germany, somewhat "softreset"-ing again but well, things are getting better.

Okay finish story telling. You probably already sensed what I wanted to tell here. Yes, the circle of friends move from one to another. Of course there are always connections between each, but my point is, if one moves from one to another, the friendship with the old ones might eventually torn down. I must claim here that I'm not "emo because I scare to be alone", but this post is merely something of which I observed in life. Sometimes, I really do miss friends from the past circles. Sometimes, I feel really sad, thinking that I couldn't really manage well of my friendships, especially with those from older circles. I feel as if life is like a field of snow, people left footsteps, then walked away. Eventually the snow would cover up the footprints, and lost contacts with them, could be forever.

It's sad isn't it? The worst thing is that you're seeing it happening in your current life and you couldn't do much about it. You know you've tried your best, investing time on them... but, a lot of times, things just don't go the way you really wanted. Sometimes you really wanted to cry for it, because you sensed it: The first move towards a dying relationship is no communication. And I felt that, right now. 

It's something you couldn't do anything about. Or is it?

If you are reading this post, please leave comments of your thoughts okay? I want to hear.

My girlfriend =)

Well, I was in Mülheim and Düsseldorf for the past 2 days. Now back in Heilbronn. I'll be leaving to skiing somewhere in France this Friday. Trust me, I don't know the name of the place. Well, I guess it'll be lots of picture works to do. At the mean time, if you can't wait to see my pictures, click to my Picasa or Facebook.

Anyway, most of you might know I'm in a relationship already no? =) Nevermind if you don't, because I'm hereby proudly announce that I'm no longer available.

Who is the lucky one huh? =P

Tadaa... My new wife.

Ok, my advertisement sounds confusing, but DON'T touch her. Or I'll kill you.

Her body... Chun right?

Her eye... simply caught my breathe away... =)

I love her very much okay, although I just lost her pen. T,T Haha.. I love I love I love can... More pictures of her coming soon =)

Oh by the way, from now onwards, I'll be blogging about my girlfriend here. Show off her beauty =P

p/s: Don't come to tell me HTC Diamond 2 is coming out. I don't care.