Thursday, May 31, 2007

[Updates] Explosion and Win Yourself a Prize!

Heiya I'm back again, to bring you the update of the incident last night. Last night I slept quite late (making stars), so today woke up quite late, around 11am. So I quickly get myself a wash-up and ran down with my V600i (Seriously I NEED a camera now) and try to snap some picture so that I can show you all.

The incident view from my block

Can't see anything from this picture, right? Okie, let's move closer..

In case you can't read Malay, the signboard says: "Caution! TNB working is proceeding." Hehe, this is my version:

"Dont't come near! Dangerous area. You are a JPA scholar. Don't die here and waste government's spendings on you."

The TNB people are working on the box. I heard from my friend that they changed the whole power box with a new one. Come come, let's go closer...


What's the use of the bulldozer? Me myself also don't understand..


"I want to see closer..."

"What the heck? This is the nearest you can get?"

Haha.. I didn't go nearer, of course. Scare to die.. Typical JPA holder.. *wink wink* LoLx.


Last post I mentioned that we all stood very far right? This picture will give you a better understanding, if you don't. =)


Wakakaka... But also, if we go nearer, the officer sure will shooooooo~ us away. So, very embarrassing right? So don't go near better.

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I lazy to open another post. But this is really interesting. I updated my Messenger Plus! Live to version 4.2.1. Haha! And I found out something! Got "game" to play. Want to win LCD Screens, Xbox 360, Nintendo Wii and PlayStation 3?! Come come and play. All you need to do is to install the newest Messenger Plus! Live to your Messenger Live. Then try your luck =)


In this window every coordinates are different. I mean, one of the "dot" in this picture will make you win a prize. So far I haven't find any. 13 prizes left for this week :'(

Explosion

Weeee... As I was online and chatting, I heard some cracking noises. Quite loud, I thought just rubbish truck came to collect rubbish. ( But think again, will rubbish truck come during night time? 12am?? LoLx) At the same time, I sensed that the light blinked for a short while. But still, I ignored it. Later my friend came to tell me that outside something interesting happened. So I peered out...

"WoW! So many people! Standing looking at something!" Haha.. Then I realized some sparks from the power stabilizer (I think, not sure) So everyone was looking at that.. Sadly, I did not see the "wonderful" sparkling that they all talked about : (

Then just when I want to walk down to have a clearer look, fire brigade came! Everyone started to make "WWooooooooooo!" sound. LoL, as if to welcome the fire truck. Not always for people like us who trapped in a hostel to see a fire truck. Then 2 more police cars came.

I quickly rushed down with my friend. Actually wanted to snap some pictures, but sigh... Sony Ericsson V600i, what can I snap, moreover it was midnight?! So this was the only picture that I took.. Yea, peoples. Don't say I bluff you, but really, a lot people were here.


So, the team consist of 6 firemen (I think, again, not sure. Not polite to count number of heads rite? =P ) assembled. The team leader talked to them. I couldn't hear what order he gave. because I really don't understand why all the people stood soooooooooooo far away from the incident site. Scared that the box will explode again, I guess. JPA students - scared to die, because government has invested so much money into us. We must be grateful and appreciate our life, right? I'm kidding.

At first I did not understand why the 2 police cars came. I mean, what for? Then later I found myself an answer. It's simple: 作摆 ( useless). They came. The policemen came out from the car, talked to our security guard, then talked to the firemen, then left. @.@ Haha. Then, another "Police Pajero" came. I don't know how to call the car, I just know the car type is Pajero. Wait, did I spell it correctly? Nevermind.

Jawing: "Nanti datang TNB! Tengok la!"

True enough, TNB van came. LoL. But I also don't understand what for. They just looked at the power box most of the time. Then check something. Then took an ABC fire extinguisher and sprayed on the power box. "ppsssssssssssssssssss!" Steamy fume of Hydrogen Chloride evolved. Just kidding, but really, steamy fume did evolved, but it was not Hydrogen Chloride gas.

We all stood there also don't know for what. Maybe waiting to see another explosion (exaggerated). Yeah, I did hope for that, I want to take picture. Nothing fun anymore, so we went back to our room, sadly :(

Moral of the incident?
@TNB: Check your power box often, I still want to go Germany, damn much.
@you: This is how we, the "warga Cemara" behave when something fresh happened. Maybe we should "Wwoooooooooooooooooo!" again next time?
@"warga Cemara/Akasia": God will not let us be boring with our life. 2nd part of the A-Level exam is coming ( for the seniors), don't just study, come enjoy a bit, especially the A-Level Medic (ALM) students.

But think again, what we can do to help for such an incident?

Nothing.



vincent

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

One Litre of Tears




Sigh, how sad it is eh? I found this clip, after my brother sent me the links about the story, One Litre of Tears.

"Mom, can I still able to marry someone?"

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on



Yee Tong, you must watch it. We bet right? And I cried, after watching this clip.

1 Litre of Tears (1リットルの涙 Ichi Rittoru no Namida) is a Japanese television drama for Fuji Television about a girl who was diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old.

The plot is based on the true story of a Japanese girl named Aya Kito (木藤亜也 Kitō Aya, July 19, 1962 - May 23, 1988), who had the same disease. She kept writing in her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wished to live until the end of her life, and the purpose of writing in the diary was to remind herself to not give up. She shed tears many times, at the same time encompassed by the rich love and support from her family and friends. Her diary titled 1 Litre of Tears was published shortly after her death. It encouraged many people, healthy or diseased, because of its inspiring and courageous messages. As Aya wrote, "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing."


These information was taken from Wikipedia. So sad. There was series of TV show and movie about this unfortunate girl, all are based on what she wrote in her diary, until the day she cannot hold a pen anymore. Sad to hear it. Really. The original content of the diary was written in Japanese, but since there is no official English version of it, so many people tried to translate it into English version. I found some:
1. Xanga: OneLitre
2. Blogspot: DiaryofAya

There are some others websites translated it too. Sigh.

It's scary how this two hours passes with me just daydreaming as I watch the people coming in and listening to their conversations. Ahh~ I'm wasting time.
When I took the bus to school, it was a pain, but I felt more like a "human."


I was walking (although my friend was supprting me).
I felt someone looking at me.
I kept on walking feeling a little uneasy.
Watching my back with arrogance and vanity, I heard a voice, "How sad...Is she stupid?"


Some quote from her diary. Sigh. Who said the last sentence? =.=¿ You are really.. speechless*

The cover of the movie

The cover of the book



Comparing how she described about the meaning of life, I really feel that I'm very childish.
Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing - 木藤亜也



Do you ever thank god for just being alive?

I did not, honestly. And I feel ashamed.



Vincent

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Mini Cornetto and free gift

Honestly speaking I'm not promoter of Wall's company, but I want to show something nice. Hehe..

Tadaaa~! Presenting.. Wall's Mini Cornetto. Yummy yummy right? But guess what? Now you have more reasons to buy a box of mini Cornetto. Why?


Yup. Just because of this heart-shaped container with metallic color coating, I'm willing to go from my hostel to Giant (5-7 min walk) just to buy a small box of Cornetto. On the way met soooooooo many people.. Suddenly realized: Wow! I got so many friends. Haha, I'm kidding. (In fact I'm trying to create better atmosphere in my blog. Everyday I posted those sad things. Perhaps I need to post happy entries. So that I won't need to provide tissue paper at the side column. Yeah, I'm making lame joke again. Ignore me. LoLx)

I still remembered when I paid for it, there was a guy behind me, giving me a weird facial expression.


Wad?! Never see people come Giant just to buy A STUFF? zZZz..

Anyway, I after I paid for it, I went to the redemption counter to collect my free gift. =D

This is how the container looks like.. I don't know why, just kind of like it very much.


Haha.. tell you what. I really wanted to put in 2 Cornettos (so kiam siap. Inside got 12 ! ) for her. But she said she don't want to eat ice-cream. Sigh. Should've bought McFlurryLime™. See you can resist or not? Haha. Anyway, Well, sorry I'm not good in art, don't know how to present it professionally. So, This is how it looks like.

Yeah. I snapped so many pictures. The ice-cream was half-melted. ='(

But still, I bought it because of this container, not the ice-cream. LoL?

Anyway, the box is made of PLASTIC. Poly (ethene)? Don't know. Haha. Actually at first I thought it is a metal box. But... Nevermind. Oh ya. If you happened to listen to me and really go buy it, how much you buy? I bought the Cornetto for RM6.99.

Swt swt. Why didn't list it in the whole-Malaysia-big-supermarket-discount campaign? Maybe I can buy it with RM 3.99? LoL. Anyway, in TV3 just now I saw it showed kang-kong for 50 cent per "ikat", just as cheap as Kuching's Sunday Market, but this is at Carrefour. Haha?

But I think government talk crap. They insisted that food price will not rise. They said this is the proof. Haha. After the campaign you see. Will not rise? Want to bet?



vincent

Just another entry. What title to put?

Aduh!? What is this??
my picture editing is very terrible and I'm sorry for that. (Someone teach me photoshop??!) But my point is, I lost a friend in Friendster. I logged in yesterday and I'm sure I had 247 friends. Yeah, a little, but now left 246 friends. Who don't want to be friends with me? ='( Things starting to get loose from me.. sigh.

Next up, I found out a nice page, very cute blog. You might have seen it before, but I'll just show some of the pictures, so you can guess or recall the page. =)

Bright and sunny

Stop staring

Don't know how to use earpiece isit?

A guy's nightmare

Pictures are all solely from stickgal's blog. Credits are all to the owner of the blog.


Know already? yup. It's from the stickgirl's blog! I find it so interesting: There's hardly a word in her blog, a lot pictures, with the entry titles. Haha. It's fun reading (Should be watching) the blog =) She's good in drawing. "_orz" man~! The art is really cute!

Wow, a morning entry. Wish you all have a nice day!



vincent

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End

The poor little bird who did not learn to fly.. Is still not late to learn to fly. Jack Sparrow has returned! Yep, Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End. I've watched it, at TGV Bukit Raja, Klang. Five of us went: Daniel,Yen Zhao, Yee Tong, Theng Theng and me. So again I won't tell out the story, but basically it's another very nice movie, worth to watch. K la. I reveal some part of the show la.Will and Elizabeth.

W: (grabbing Elizabeth's hand) Will you marry me?
E: What?! Now is not the suitable for this kind of thing.
W: If not now then we have no more chance.
Continue sword fighting against enemies. Cling clang cling clang.
E: (shouted loudly) Barbosa, can you do us a favor?
B: I'm afraid I'm bit busy up here. (Fighting enemies)
E: Please. (fighting enemies)
B: Okie. We all gathered here to witness the marriage of Will Turner and Elizabeth.. (continue fighting) Will, do you wish to take Elizabeth as your wife?
W: Yes, I do.
B: Elizabeth, do you take Will as your husband? (continue fighting)
E: Yes, I do.
B: So, now I declare both of you, husband and wife. (smiling.) You may now.. (defend from enemies).. You may now (again..).. Arh.. just kiss!
They both kissed each other. Sweetly.

Well, not exactly the same, I'm not a super-good-mind person who can remember things very well. The conversation is something like this. But looking at them kissing passionately, I felt a bit sour. She was beside me that time. And I do wanted to kiss her. But, she's no longer mine, so I can't. Sigh. We may seemed to sit together, but we are not couple anymore. The feeling was totally sad. I wish I've grown more, to the extend that she won't let go of me. But well, everything already passed. I just hope in the future we can be couple again, and I can kiss her sweet lips again. Oppz. Too dirty my post, sorry sorry. Haha.

But anyway, I do miss the times when we were together. I do miss the time when I made promises to her. How sad it was. I can't finish it. This is just something I wish to give her, but I did not finish it. You guess how many stars are there? If each of them can be traded for one second shorter to the time when you will accept me again, I really to have the this deal. But sigh again, it'll never come true. Arh, I guess I'll just give it to her after I finish everything, since I made this promise to her.
nice? the stars already half-full. When can I give it to you, when it's done?

I still love you and I do not wish to give up. It's MY problem, I know, but as long as I can breathe the air you breathe, dream of you, miss you, and even look at you, I won't give up loving you.

After all, you taught me to fight for the best, hope for the best, right?



Vincent

Thursday, May 24, 2007

My deepest apology to her

Alright, I'm going to make this memorable.
For 2 months I've been in the blogosphere, I decided to post up a big issue in my life. Yep, my greatest regrets and apology. To who, you might ask, well, it's to my ex-girlfriend, Chua Theng Theng. Everyone who read this post will know how sorry I am.

It has been a month since our break up. Yeah, I'm still sad, and contradictorily she is very happy with her present life. Well, she said she'd let go, so I wouldn't be surprise by that.

However, hereby I would like to tell everyone, and let everyone know what a person I am, before asking or sms her:"why you break up with Qi Hao?" or maybe "Qi Hao is such a nice person, why you make this kind of decision?" I'm not saying that I defend her decision or something. It's just that, well yeah, sometimes you all need to understand her a little more. You NEED to know that actually I'm such a bad person whom none deserves to be with.

Okie, throughout my 1 year, 7 months and 4 days of relationship with her, I did some huge serious mistakes. Right, firstly, I can't remember when was her flight time to Australia, where she stayed, what was the house's phone number. I did not even manage to remember when and what time was her return flight time. When she was there, I did not give her a single call. I did once, but to her handy, not that house's house which I can't manage to remember the number. She was the one to call me every night. What did I do that time? I was playing DotA with my brother. I did not message her in time, before she went onboard. She was really sick of me that time, which was one of the pieces of jig saw that forms what happened today. For this, I think I deserve a direct punch in my face.

Next up, I was a bit lagging and possessed a bit of negative "phase-difference". I was slower than normal people by half a tempo to sense something from her. A very nice example: After break up a week, she keep on coming to me: ask me to accompany her to go Giant to buy things; Go eat dinner; go McD buy ice-cream; go KFC on Tuesday. A normally-functioned-brain person will know that she wanted to reconcile. But hey, guess what. I DID NOT SENSE IT. You might shouted emotionally: "WTF?! You did not?" To be frank, yea, I did not. Slap me in my face then.

Next, it's about my character. After 1 year 7 months and 4 days she concluded that I'm still as childish as ever. Not mature. And don't know how to defend myself.She always defend for me, in everything. Yeap, I mean it, EVERYTHING. Sigh. Laugh while you can: Every morning she's the one who wakes me up. And almost every schooling morning she's the one who waits me first at the bus stop. She's the one who always sms me "go down lo". how terrible, horrible and vegetable I am?

Well, now that everything did not get better. I nearly make the tag "Friends" between me and her gone, just because my laggingness and still dreaming that she'll love me back again. She told me her heart already turned into sands, blown by the wind. Until now I still do not believe it.

Never mind. I just want to say to her, I'm really sorry for the me that I played in her life. I want to say sorry to her family as well. God knows what I've done. I really regret of everything now. Seeing her walking alone after exams are not just a pain in me, but a feeling of regrets and sour. There used to be me walking together with her, the other me in my soul told me. I know myself very well that I'm not allowed to be with her. I don't deserve it. This is the punishment you get for the mistakes you made, Daniel told me. Don't give up, Peter said to me. You'll find someone better, Yen Zhao told me. Just be by her side, this is your last chance to be with her, touch her by your actions, stay with her, let her feel that you still worth it to be with her, Yee Tong told me. Focus yourself on other thing instead of her,play some games, Harris told me. I'll really call the police if you keep on disturbing me, SHE TOLD ME. How lousy I am? I grade myself the lowest; you? up to you. I'm depressed with myself. I'm not that GOD-LIKE so don't lie cute things about me, for heaven's sake you're committing sins.

Deepest and million times sorry to her, hope she reads this. I possess no power to make you happy with me now. But in the future, who knows. For the fact that I love you, I'll be waiting for you, while improving myself to be a betterman, forever.

Once again sorry from the bottom of my heart to those who're involved in this chaos, hope you all can give me a peace now. I won't disturb you all. I'm truly sorry.


vincent