End of Semester 2 =)

Do you know how stressed I was?

Wow... I dropped this amount of hair during my study period in 3 days... 

My study table. Filled with books and papers. That file was Werkstoffkunde.

Bread, books, bag... All throwing around the floor.

Talk about clothes... Huhu. So messy.

I even to the extend to inject drugs. LoL. Nah, those were to inject inks into my printer. 3 times refill already.

The only place which remains tidy.

Pierced at heart. Even a machine will sad and stressed.

Hearing I got 1,0 for Mathe2, my German friends said "Du bist eine gute Maschine." It says "You are a good machine". But even a machine will fall, just like my BB X20A Strike Freedom here.

And yea, a string brokened badminton racket cannot serve his master for the time being.

Or broken spectacles. Luckily I have my 2nd one.

What about a brokened heart? It'll heal, someday, no?

"I've changed my mind. I'm not going to kill them. I'm going to kill myself. She'll not come back. But it'll but me out of my misery. And it'll hurt her. She'll never be the same."

"You're wrong. Time will pass and she'll be fine. Because that's the way it works. It has to be. Listen to me. Your girlfriend, she broke your heart, didn't she? She left you, she broke up promises, she betrayed you. Some of us are just made us suffer. You know, some of us are to made us believe in certain destiny and it just get snatched away. But we have to stay alive. Because we have to see how the story ends."

My Sassy Girl - English Version

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He is dancing joy, like he dancing now... Hehe.

Exam, bye bye. 3rd sem. I'm coming. But before that, let's just be happy for this full one month. I have my plans. You? =)

Oh btw, 2,3 for Werkstoffkunde. It's not a good result compare to seniors, but I'm satisfied, a bit, although no face see the tutors. Haha. Did wrong a question. Thanks to.. Ermm, keep this personal. Haha =P

Anyway,

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

It snowed, again. It's getting bored with snows already. Swt. I guess that's life, when we wanted for something, it'll never come. But when we don't want it anymore, it keeps on bugging us. Hmmm...

This was my typical breakfast for... a week?

You tell me

1 more 1 more!!

Can I go max for it already?

I still remembered that I want to crush this subject.. Vowed with tears lol. TI TI TI. Grr.

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Hello! Sheffield has registered. What are you waiting for? Who will be the best in Europe? Show your passion and your pride in this pioneer event.

European Union?France? Germany? Italy? Russia? Spain? Netherlands? Turkey? Poland? Belgium? Sweden? Switzerland? Norway? Austria? Greece? Denmark? Finland? Ireland? Portugal? Czech Republic? Romania? Ukraine? Hungary? Slovakia? Croatia? Luxembourg? Belarus? Slovenia? Azerbaijan? Serbia? Bulgaria? Lithuania? Latvia? Cyprus? Estonia? Iceland? Bosnia and Herzegovina? Albania? Georgia? Armenia? Macedonia? Malta? Moldova? Montenegro?

We need more representative for each countries to carry each flag to make this event a huge success and be proud to be part of it!

It's funny that it says GERMANY but they did not send invitation to Malaysian-Germany Student Society (MGSS). I'm now like a pest, bugging the admins just because I want to participate in the competition. Laugh out loud.

You tell me. Now that the registration dateline is passed. You tell me. You tell me. More of it click here.

*angry.

!!

What is wrong with me?

Ouch, it is painful.

Sakit… Ouch.

Twisted my ankle…

Not very serious, but kinda painful.

It was only the 2nd touch of the shuttlecock.

Sigh. Regret didn’t do proper warm up.

Ouch. Must be careful with walking... =.=

Competitions coming soon, should keep myself fit from now onwards. Cardiff? MGSS? MASAF? It is great to think that I might could get 6 gold medals this year. But going UK seems troublesome... Hmmmm... Who wanna come with me? Actually, I'm kinda scare travelling alone. That is also if my ankle is fully okay again. hmmph. Should I be going? Hmmmmm.

Anyway, just wondering.. Instead of saying "God, why?", maybe I should ask, "God, what do You want me to learn in this situation?"

T,T

就因为记错 Equation...

按了panic button.

他，我，你...

死了。

Life is like a sin (2·pi·f·t) graph; with f = 1/172800 Hz.

You start from 0.

No need emo.

Cross the x-axis every t=86400 s.

Up and down it swings and swings,

repeating every t=172800 s.

How I wish it's sin² (2·pi·f·t),

for sin² (2·pi·f·t) will never have,

a part where things are negative,

only just come back to zero,

unless you exponent it.

Where is my partner sin? T,T

She can't hear me, that's for sure. Can you?

Crying like shit. Just because of |B| = I·µ/(2·pi·r)

Studied whole night. Yet, I wrote |B| = I·µ/ (2·pi·E·r)， E = 8.854E^-12

Elephant... mana 你 hierkommen one??

And remember next time, [|Babi|] is Tesla; Babi shocks people.

|H| = |B|/µ(0)·µ(r), with [|H|] = A/m, not V/m. Haohao is Already Macho, but not Very Macho yet. =.="

This elephant and this babi came into my paper, in 4-5 questions. Elephant... meeeh. Babi... oink. I guess that's how they sound.

Maybe I should learn to memorize them this way.

the other side

I guess life is full of ups and downs. Yesterday God let you cry like as if there's no more tomorrow, but that tomorrow God just give you something to motivate yourself to continue strife on in His almighty name.

MM-B2 Mathe 2:

169890 - 1,0

What more can I ask for? =))

Thank you friends for encouragements. I love you all ^^

And yea, thank You Lord for this blessing ^^ It's the best gift from you! - The motivation. Yea yea! Your timing never wrong, don't You? ^^

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Cry again sia?

He finally dares up himself to look at how the seniors do in their lives. He finally dares himself to ask. And he felt regret for getting such a bad result in the first semester. He really didn’t keep up with their steps.

 

More efforts, maybe?

 

He asked about how to apply for job. And he finally know there’s such result-slip call “Vorprüfung Bachelor” with Note. Maybe it’s not too late for him to realize that, he told himself. But.. this means he’ll be getting that result in the 4th semester while others getting it on the 3rd. That is also provided that he don’t fail anymore subjects this time. That result is important to apply for job.

 

God… why like this?

 

Tears filled his eyes. He wiped the rolling droplets away. And the only thing he can do now is to do what people call “damage controlling”.

 

Yes, definitely more effort. Yes, definitely have to be more serious about studies, no matter what. Have to reduce other stuffs and focus more on studies. Have to work harder. Work… no, have to study harder. And smarter. Yet he’s sitting here, blogging.

 

Things seem so far wide away. And he’s still there, not knowing what he should know. He felt so… useless. Unproductive. Noob. And, what’s the English word for “Unfähigkeit” again?

 

Tears filled his eyes again.

 

Oh. My. God. It’s hard.