How high? How deep? How wide? How strong?

That healing is in your hands.

I know stress is mounting on me. Slowly but surely.  Thesis, exams, new church team, new leadership team, badminton progress... That's how high the stress it could be.

I know I need to go deeper. Into friendship with my treasures, going beyond casual friends, into the understanding of my exams and thesis in order to pass. I need to dwell into His Word more to have great foundation for the church. That's how deep I need to go.

I know the wide distance hurts, where I just can't be there when I know my cousin fainted. Separated from family and friends. Detached from all the world, trying to live according to His standards. That's how wide I feel now.

I know I need to be strong. Stronger to face temptations. Stronger to face uncertainty. Stronger to face the hurt from relationships. Thought I overcame, but to find myself feeling so weak, so useless. That's how strong I need to be.

But how high? How deep? How wide? How strong? No matter where I am, healing is in Your hands. Now by Your Grace I stand, healing is in Your hands.

We're more than conquerers. You keep us by Your love.

God, let me be healed. Inside out.

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