knocked

You seriously shut my door.
And I seriously failed to say "Thy will be done", despite I said I will.
what a petty human.

I have my plans fixed.
You changed it.
And I seriously failed to say "Thy will be done", despite I said I will.
what a petty human.

I couldn't wait.
In rush I acted.
You have your timing.
And I seriously failed to say "Thy will be done", despite I said I will.
what a petty human.

I wandered.
I cried.
I am disappointed in myself.
You are still faithful.
And I seriously failed to say "Thy will be done", despite I said I will.
what a petty human.

Into the belly of the fish I went and hid.
Still am I befound by You no sweat drip.
For no matter how far I choose to pit,
how I deep I choose to creep,
how distant I make from You bit,
Your eyes see me, when mine are still blinded.
Your mouth speak to me, when I can't be silenced.
Your steps You make known to me, yet still I am stumbled.
Your plans revealed to me, yet I'm stubborn to be submitted.
You are still faithful to me, even when I have complained.

How truthful can a man a promise make,
when he cannot even tell if the time is late;
How much more then can he fake,
when all he has is by God's sake;
This same lesson then he should take,
before the Lord Christ Jesus coming back.


what a mess I'm in, again.