They just snap me, that:-
1. I get tired quite easily – I would consider my current status as fatigue, as contrary to what I always thought about myself – I’m a healthy little boy, at least I thought I was. Having myself under lot’s of works and appointments and lectures a week, I found myself already burnt out during the midday. But it always good when days with Cell Group and Church Meetings/Services – I feel recharged.
2. I am not a good leader. I think I am a good team player; I can support, but I’m still in lack of skills to lead. Despite I always think that “if only I were given the chance”, but I realized I’m unequipped.
3. Workaholic. Somehow despite the tiredness, I found myself actually enjoying about my works and constantly curious about how things works. I found myself actually rising hand in lecture classes whenever I find something that my neighbors don’t understand as well.
4. Bigger dreams. I realized my dreams had been short-sighted like my eyes and I have not set something really far and wide enough for me. I actually laughed at myself for having all those childish ambitions; dreams that would never come true; false hallucinations that play only in my brain – that are far-fetched, these are the things to be left behind, and focus more on what God has really put around me. I should be grateful.
5. It’s always good to be consistently going for badminton. I am actually looking forward to every Mondays and Fridays. Not because of some chicks around or whatsoever but it is a good chance of me to train my German language than only returning them a smile whenever they talk to me. I am playing with Germans every badminton days since the beginning of this semester and honestly, I’m proud of that.
7. It takes some ice-breaking time to actually take the initiatives to know my fellow German friends. After 3 years of spending time together, I should’ve have better relationships with them by now. Time to catch up.
8. Studies are starting to exert their loads on me. But I don’t want to give up now. I just can’t, not now, not after so far I’ve been. My prayer is that God to provide me strengths that I need each day.
9. Sleeping disorder starts affecting me. Insomnia? I found myself sleeping at 12 midnight and woke up at 3 something for almost the whole week. What is wrong?
10. My quiet time is affected by my sleeping disorder. I shall try use my nocturnal-hours for my quiet time huh?
Then again, T.G.I.F.!
2 comments:
2. "Good" leader is very subjective. Some think of it as being able to take care of the welfare of the team; Some define it as being able to lead the team to great achievements; While others, define it as being "good" at bonding the team together.
Theres no clear cut for that, depends on the goal of the team as a whole.
3. Good!
4. Most "great" dreams are childhood dreams, dreams that people thought its "childish". You will never know how far you can reach if you don't have big dream. Strive for it, it doesn't matter if you can achieve 100% if it in the end, at least you are one step closer to it.
7. Good. Its always good to build up network. You will never know when you will need their help.
9. Did you take nap in the afternoon? I find that I have insomnia problem if I took nap in the afternoon. So now, I try not to nap.
Saw this video and thought would be useful for you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Uyd5S1mZqY&feature=player_embedded
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