Ein Blink auf dem neuen Semester

New semester...

As much as I wished the fun Summer break will never end, but I guess it's better for me to have a reality check. Just settled my this-semester timetable and although it seems quite free, but a lot of works have to be done at the background.

I really thank God that I got this super deal from the professors. We have to do 3 labs (Laborarbeit) and one "Semester Work" (Semesterarbeit). Technically this should be done in 2 semesters. But I got this offer from two professors, that both of them combine their fields and come out with a project for me to do. I think I'm one of the rare person to have this deal, so really, I give thanks to God.

So far I've nearly done with one of the lab projects, so, yea that's one down, at the beginning of this new semester. I checked everything today, and all I can say is, what I'm seeing is just the surface, for I've heard from seniors how hard the subjects can be.

I know I'm going to be real busy, but somehow I'm enjoying it. Despite once a while looking at the grey sky and being emotionally affect by a little, I began to enjoy all these times as I'm approaching to the end of my bachelor studies here, mainly because I'm almost done with books and theories, and now practical steps, which is something I love.

I pray everyday to God, that He will give me the strength that I need to carry through the days. I pray that He will keep me motivated, even when facing hard times like writing reports, debugging and stuffs. I pray that He will keep me within Him, just like how I keep Him within me through daily devotions and quiet time. I pray that He will hear me, and help me whenever I feel weak.

I think things are quite clear for me now: Where I want to go, how I want to go, what I want to hold on to, what I choose to let go let God, what I should keep, how I should guard my heart. But the main problem I have about myself is that I doubt the things I've set my determinations. Maybe that's why I couldn't focus on doing things right. Maybe I need a little wild in heart. Maybe I need to be a little firm and cruel.

I'm doubting again. But yea, keep me in prayers :)