Beautiful Mess

Today I read through that tiny memory book "Beautiful Forever" again. It has been a while since the last time I reopened that book, but always, I made me smiled and cried at the same time. That is when I was reminded of my dreams 11 years ago; those whom I hold dear to; whose who actually care about me; those who actually don't know me; and lots of promises inside.

One by one I noticed that these memories are fading, but what made my day was that for some I actually remembered every single details of you all. The fact that you're inside the book simply means you are a great treasure of mine.

Call me an emo-freak who holds on to the past very tightly, but I am glad that I read the book again. Somehow, in these waves of stress, I felt relieved and recharged.

'Jesus loves you!'

'路是人走出来的。笑一笑，问题不是问题！'

"immatured"

"Secret keeper"

"鸡犬不宁的小朋友们"

I still remember the Ginseng Soup, the Kampua, about changing my girl's taste, grow taller, the comforter, your tears, your laughters... And I'm not Chiko, in case you still remember that you wrote that! hahhahaha.

owh, just a reminder for all who wanna improve your badminton skills:

To play a good badminton, you must REMEMBER:
1. Masukkan bola
2. Jaga ketinggian bola
3. Sasaran
4. Kelajuan
5. Kekeliruan

Dato' Misbun Sidek, our former national badminton player, said that to me :)

My coach's advice:

5Ss:
1. Speed
2. Skill
3. Strength
4. Self-control
5. Stamina


it's a 11-years of memories. And it lifted me up. Now. I will continue to push forward. I will press on. I will try and keep trying, even at times it is tiring and worthless. I will not give up. Not now. Nor in the future.

also to notice how God started to work in me. Through all these wonderful peoples.

got sticky on my monitor: Don't waste your time on unnecessary stuffs! Set goal for each day! Not just try, but accomplish them!

aza aza hwaiting.

Auf geht's!