Elektrotechnik Teil 1

*update*

In the end, you really don't want to form the nice equation with me. Perhaps you too, don't love me anymore. How will you be, I don't know, you don't know, but why, he knows?

We'll see then. I'm really heart broken. Burnt out.

Swt one, in class people doing exam while my stomach KEEP ON SCREAMING for food..

So can't concentrate... North pole and south pole oso forgot label. Haiz........................

still, need to press 'reset' button, and prepare for tomorrow again.

Frog is what the.

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looking at you, I really feel... phobia.

Last semester, I failed you.

Reading you, I really filled my eyes with tears.

I don't that like you anymore okay, although you were once that I loved the most..

He is not a good person also, but he's good about you.

He knows you more than I do.

Or rather, he enjoys you more than I do.

I guess that's how he has you.

I don't like him though.

But you, I anyhow must get the ticket from you. This time, for sure.

But, I'm just too scared.

Too scared to look at you.

Too scared to tell you I love you.

Too scared to lose you.

Too scared to let you down.

Scared.

Scar.

is.

there.

Scared, is because the scar is there.

Tomorrow, we'll meet again. How am I suppose to face you, knowing that the feeling I had for you is faded? I don't want to fail you again. I don't want to let you slip away with just few marks below his level. I want to love you. Or at least I try to love you. Arhh. Just once okay, just tomorrow, this once time. We do our best for each other. Let us sing a harmonical song with no phase difference okay? Let us dance with steps that synchronizes both of us okay? Let people see through the oscilloscope that we're in unity, completing each other, just like sin² x and cos² x, that when we add together, we got 1 heart 1 unity and 1,0 okay?

Someone. please. help. me. because. the. phobia. is. still there.