Come back please? - an update

Clouds are covering up the sun...

So, he would like to thank those who are very concern about him. People chatted with him, people called him and talked more than an hour, people gave him advices, people left comments...

Surprisingly, he found out that although a lot people concern about him, some of them just don't really understand him. Yea, through the conversations he realised that someone something somewhere somehow are no longer the same - it's either him or them have changed. 

Most probably I'm the one changed, he thought. Impossible everyone has changed while he remained the same. From conversation he read that people around him, perhaps still dragging their lives without firm direction(s).

"What I want to achieve in next 1, 2, 5 years?"

"Goals and dreams?"

"Relationship with someone, Someone?"

"Merely studies?"

"Badminton?"

"Sacrificial for another?"

Unanswered questions, of which he slowly, but surely, found the missing jigsaw pieces. Ask Him, people advices. That girl won over him with score 2-1 in MSN Minesweeper flags's Proverbs 3:6 really made him to think a lot. Not just that, Jeremiah 29:11... Plans from God... Everything happens with purpose; it doesn't just happen...

He even hear from his other friends who have different faiths and beliefs:

"Segala yang berlaku ada sebabnya. Segala masalah adalah ujian daripada Allah. Ujian Allah bermaksud Beliau memberi perhatian kepada kamu..."

And long long more which he couldn't manage to remember. His brain is already weary. The fact that he has not much done in his preparation while the time ticks...

Cute bear holding an umbrella?

"Some time in next week".. As said by doctors..

I.. am I really being cruel? Is this decision will made me the bad guy? Is this decision will make me regret? Some questions from some people that made him feel a little bad. Nevertheless, the Vetos in his life have spoken. A decision has been made.

One of the Vetos... really surprised him. To think that someone who was so egoistic and never say "sorry" to his children would talked with a shaky voice and forced laugh. He, perhaps had changed? Maybe this incident really affect Dad more than I do, as he is much closer to her, He thought.

"Stay back there and study hard. It's already a good intention from you already..", he told him.

"No need to come back, it's too much consequences for it", she told him.

So everyone is back in Kuching except him: bro, sis... basically everyone. But not will he feel bad, because, he secured a promise in his future =)

I've decided, not to go back, he smiled. Definitely a sincere smile.

VBA-Course 2008, Konstanz

I will go on..