I've grown wild...

Wow, so long don't have pictures right? Okie let me show you what happened when I went for shopping....

The blue thingy and the aluminium hanger

My Sörli Mirror - 5,00 Euro

Nike Running Shoe - 34,00 Euro

Reebok Fancy kena-cat-ed shoe - 17,49 Euro

Nike Classic long sleeve - 15,00 Euro

3 Pots and knife set from IKEA - 6,99 Euro & 2,49 Euro

My new "baby" Swatch IRONY Diaphane - 65,00 Euro

There were also stuffs like chopping board, mouse pad, hanger, of which I guess none of you interested in. So, let's go on introducing my friends in Germany.

Tadaa~ My unit-mates and their friends =)

The dark guy beside me is a Sri Lankian. He shifted out last thursday. Well, a bit sad too.

Oh ya, after 3 months, Heilbronn finally fell what some-people-called "dust" from the sky.

Oh yea, it's snow.

White cute snow fell all the way, turning the greens to the white, just like this:

Snow snow snow snow snow...

Turning this tree to have "Timberland" look.

Snow snow snow snow snow......

Haha... Snow... Something that I really wanted to see after my last time trip to Korea. I didn't see the flakes from the sky that time, but rather just some "leftover" on the ground. Guess I missed it about an hour or so. Anyway, to see snow falling from the top for the first time... to have snow landed on my cheek... to have to run in the snowing day... It's just wonderful :)

Well, after a good long break - Good Friday + Easter, although no church activity-, tomorrow will be lecture classes again. Things will be hard, again. Pray for me ya!

I want to cry, actually. I've been quite wild and bad lately. I did stuffs that I shouldn't do. I lied to friends around me. God's position in my heart trembled. I forgot my morning prayer. I forgot my night time bible reading. I played lots of games instead. I paid no attention to my studies during this weekend. Rather I spent a lot. I'm desperate of something else. I said "God has plan for me", but I didn't even go to understand Him. I commented other people's attitudes. I judged people around me. Why am I becoming weird lately? I want to cry.

Keep me strong, God. You know what I've done. You know I deserted myself to the dark again. You know everything when I lied. You know what I've done. Help me Lord, I need Your strength. I want to come back to the heart of worship, when all is about You. I'm a baby who crawls on the floor, learning to stand up for You, to reach out for You. I'm now lost and I can't find back myself without You. Light me up, Lord. Show me again the way just from the point before I walked myself lost. I've accumulated up bad elements in me again. I'm so sorry, Lord. I want to do what You want me to do. I want to do all Your things, not mine. I promise to do my best to do You will, to read the bible, and to grow into a better person, let it be spiritually, or my character. I will follow Your words. I will not dare to walk away anymore. I will not dare to act smart anymore. I'm sorry, Father God. :'(

I've done wrong, yet You never give up on me. I'll do everything with love from now on.

With tears,

Vincent