And today it's the day, when I can shout out loud:
I GOT MY TICKET TO GERMANY!
Although my I got 3,4 for the exam, sick, but thank God, I confirm going Germany!
But sadly, this year is a shocking for nearly everyone of us. A lot failed to claim their ticket. A lot of them failed the DSH exam. It was sad scene when Prof. Danneil announced the result. 38 out of 65 people can go Germany. How sad. We had our "thanksgiving" dinner with pizzas. All of the people who failed were also presented. They all tried to hide their sadness, but the impact was too hard that everyone knows how disappointed they were. Just sad.
We enjoyed the dinner together, one last time. Yep, a lot of them by now already went back to their hometown, and to us they bid their farewell. I felt sorry for them. After all, we all had been together for more than 2 years. The bond between us are very strong, that with this kind of separation, it hurts everyone. EVERYONE. Think, your roommate had been staying with you for 2 years and now suddenly they got the unpredicted result and unable to go to Germany together. How will you feel?
Personally I felt sour too, thinking that I might be separated from my comrades here. We're all applied for different universities ( or Fachhochschule). And worst is that me and her are not going to same place. How sad. We still don't know where we'll be placed, but since she applied for different universities, so the chance that we'll be seeing each other often is theoretically ZERO. Maybe this is also what she wanted I guess. Sigh, I just don't know why I'm so urging to write these out. Maybe it is a leak of my feeling that I missed her a lot. And maybe for all this, God is creating chance for me to forget about her. Beide sind möglich. But... I just don't know what I wish for now. But I guess I'll miss her a lot, although she hates me so much. Well, life is complicated, and soul-draining.
For all my fellow friends who manage to fly to Germany, CONGRATULATIONS, WE FINALLY DID IT!!
For all the people who failed the exam, I'm so sorry to hear the sad news. But cheer up, life still goes on, and for the upcoming steps, do continue with your will and spirit to push you to a better life, will you?
For all the juniors, and super juniors, STUDY HARD FOR YOUR A-LEVEL, ENGLISH AND GERMAN. YOU NEED IT TO OUT STAND YOURSELF IN DSH EXAM.
Anyway, I've chose my courses:
1st preference: Mechatronic and microsystemtechnic in FH-Heilbronn
2nd preference: Maschinenbau in FH-Heilbronn
You might ask: Wow! Sooooooooooooooooooooooo really wanted to go FH-Heilbronn?
Yea I guess. I just hope God can grant my wishes.
I don't know what else to blog for now. Tomorrow night will be going to Penang with friends. So will not be online for some time. I'm trying to recover from my sadness. I knew myself very well, that I should go away from this point. Learning...
Work hard, everyone! We all can do it!!
Vincent
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