A leak of sadness

Attention: This is just a time-wasting article, if you do not have much time, I suggest you skip this post-- read the next one..

Arghh... It has been 3 days since I came back to Kuching. I did nothing but staying at home studying ( LoLx?!) and playing BlueServer3...

I don't know why-- ever since THAT day,
I feel so numb.. (I'm suppose to be ??)
I fell sick, which until now still haven't recover.. (the sticky mucus is still there..)
I feel blurr.. (eg, what should I do now?)
I became more evil..
I feel so boring.. (study + DotA + sleep = my day!)
I feel so tired.. ( <- i can sleep from 12-12.. WoW!)
I feel so empty..

But I know, it must be done..

The handphone, remained silence the whole day,
No calls, no SMS, MMS? Need not to say..
My SMSes are not replied..
My calls were not picked-up...

DotA is no longer fun..
Neither does TreeTag giving me some fun..
I pawn and being pawned..
I Own and being owned..
I mean, what's the big deal?

Someone out there is storing hatred in me,
Why?
I do not know. I just know that someone is hating me..

Man Utd won against Everton,
I didn't even bother..
coming back alive from 0-2 behind..
it suppose to be something to be talked about..
but i don't really care..

Something is in me, torturing..
Set me free, please..
A-Level coming soon, can I make it?
I don't even know..
I can't do anything, other than saying,
I'll try my best..
Yes, just try.. gambling and flirting with luck..



I need more feelings in things..
I need..




Nevermind.


My point is:
I'm sad..



vincent