Actually it started yesterday. But I spent my birthday night rearranging my room. Yea, you can call it a change in FengShui but honestly, I don't believe in those things.
Anyway, finally I can have a good rest, after so much of works and revisions. I'm not expecting good results, as I've screwed up the very first paper and thus had a bad start. Well, I don't know. But I guess, yea as I turned older, technically we're growing older by every small increment of time, or dt. Sorry, stucked with those terms quite some times. ANYWAY, as I turned older, I noticed some 'aging' signs in myself:
I was chatting with a friend that day about how I tend to lose memories, either short term or long term. Well, I remembered vaguely that I asked her before when she is going back to Malaysia long time ago. But that day when we chatted I asked this very same question again, and if I'm not mistaken, the same very words. Then I was like, deja vu (whatever you spell it), "a black cat passed by and then another same one..." "Is it the same cat?" " I don't know.."
No no no, I'm stucked in Matrix again. I mean, I felt like I've asked before but I couldn't retrace the answer. Sigh. Felt awkward when I asked her again. Maybe one day I should buy myself a rememberal ball, similar to Neville Longbottom's. What's wrong with me?
Secondly, I noticed that my over-clocking potential has dropped tremendeously. Seriously, I recalled that last time my maximum power (work done over time) is around night time, but nowadays, I got myself a big headache instead. And then I told myself, before sleep, I will take a aspirin pill, but guess what, the problem 1 occured and I totally forgot to take medication. LoL.
But I'm happy, now that my room is once again tidy and clean. Even the air also nicer. Feel like opening up my windows, but it'll also mean that tomorrow I need to clean up my room. Germany is dusty.
Anyway, finally have a much deserved rest, throughout the weekend. Monday I need to start on my programming project. It must be done in next week.
