Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Back in KCH!

walala~



back in kch lo.... yay!

but life becomes boring.. since a-level finished, i somehow losing my direction. sob.

Since monday, I kept thinking of her..

Status changed... But life goes on. She should be happy. I don't know. I'm sad ='(

Sigh.. how on earth everything turn out to be like this? I don't know.

The promises that we vowed, can they be placed aside so easily? I don't know.

I don't know. I just miss her..





vincent!

Friday, June 15, 2007

The Missing Piece

Hmm.. It has been quite some time since my last post. Well, basically I'm busying with my studies and since I promised to excel in A-Level exam, so has been studying and play until blood veins can be seen at my forehead. No picture, but that's a truth. Or perhaps I tensioned a lot.

Well, today I saw one PPP (PowerPoint Presentation) in my pendrive. Don't know who put it into my pendrive, but I was somehow touched by the presentation. Credits to the original creator and the translator and to the one who put into my pendrive =D

It's a story about "pac-man". How to describe? Err... I think the most suitable explanation: A round pizza but with one slice missing.

Author: Shed Silverstein.
Title: The Missing Piece
Translator: 林良


The piece about "imperfectness" and "satisfaction".

He (The pac-man) is missing a piece. He is not happy.
He set off to find the missing piece.
He rolled along, singing:
"Oh I'm going to look for my missing piece,
I'm going to look for my missing piece,
Ah ha ha, on the way,
To look for my missing piece."

Sometimes, he had to bear the heat of the sun.
Following that, that icy cold rain falls.
Sometimes the snow freezes him up.
Then the sun will come out and give him warmth.

Because he is missing a piece, so he can't roll very fast.
Thus, he could stop and chat with the worm.
Or smell the fragrance of the flowers.
Sometimes he managed to overtake the crawling beetles.
But sometimes the beetle managed to overtake him.

Sometimes butterflies will eventually rest on his head.
This kind of moment is the happiest for him.

He continued on, crossed the ocean.
"Oh I'm looking for my missing piece,
Across the land and sea,
Not afraid of the roads ahead,
I'm looking for my missing piece."

Through the swamps and scrubs,
Up the mountains,
And down the hills,
Until one day, he saw a piece and sang,
"I've found my missing piece,
I've found my missing piece,
Not afraid of the long road ahead,
I've found.."

"hold on!" the piece said. "Don't sing that 'not afraid of the long road ahead' yet!"
I'm not your missing piece. I'm not anyone's piece. I am my OWN piece. Even if I AM someone's missing piece, I believe it would not be yours.
"Owh," He said sadly. "Sorry to disturb you." And he went on his way again.

He then found another piece. But this piece was too small. Other was too big. Another is slightly too sharp, the other was too squarish.
There was once when he found a piece which perfectly fit. But he did not grab hold of it tight. And he dropped it.
The another time when he grabbed hold of it too tight, and broke it.

He went on his way again. He met dangers, fell into pits, banged into stone walls.

One day, he met another piece which seemed to be perfectly fit.
"Hi!" he said.
"Hello!" the piece answered.
"Are you anyone's missing piece?"
"No, I'm not."
"Then you're your own piece?"
"I can be someone's piece, as well as be my own piece."
"You probably won't want to be my piece..."
"Not really..."
"Maybe we're not suitable."
"Don't say like that."

They put into each other.
"How's it?"
"Feels good!"

Very suitable! A perfect fit! Finally found it! FINALLY FOUND IT!
He rolled along, because he does not short of a piece anymore, he rolled faster and faster than before.

He moved so fast,
that he could not stop to chat with the little worm,
that he could not smell the fragrance of the flowers,
that the butterflies were unable to rest on him.

But he was happy and he wanted to sing his song.
He started to sing, but because he did not have any crack, he could not sing.
"I know why. There's a reason here." He stopped.
And put down his missing piece, and left.

He moved along, the butterflies caught up to him and rest on him.

Regarding maturity,
In this modern world, we would sometimes inevitably envy other people, and lament about our own imperfection. We seek to be perfect. But the more we seek, the more we become imperfect.

No one lives a perfect life, neither a king, nor a millionaire. Everyone has a lack of something.

Some couples might be very loving, but in the end they might ended with break-up because they can't satisfy each other.
Some people have good look and talents, but they have rough hard time on their relationship.
Some people might possess a lot of wealth, but they don't have filial children.
Some people look to have a good life, but their brain could be empty throughout their life.

Everyone's life has been designed with imperfections, you may not like them and reject their existence, but you can't shield from them forever.
I used to hate my imperfections, but now I realized that everyone has to learn to accept their imperfections with open arms.
Because I understand that the flaw in a life is like a spike on our back, reminding us to be humble and empathize with others.

If there are no hardships, we will be complacent. If there is no depression, we cannot empathize and console those who are less fortunate.
Life also cannot be perfect, having a crack to let happiness to flow out to others is a beautiful deed.

You don't have to own everything,
Because if you have own everything, what is left for the others?
Also recognize that life has flaws,
And I will not compare myself with others,
Cherish what I already have instead.

Don't go around envying others,
Count the blessings that Heaven has bestowed upon you,
Or take more than what you capable of.

Turn around and look at yourself instead.
You will find that actually you own more than that of you don't have.
Appreciate what you have.
Cherish you jolly moments,
Those that you don't have, are also a part of the elements in your life,
Accept the fact,
I'm sure our life will be happier and better.


If you are a clam, do you want to bear all the pains to produce a pearl, or do you rather live a happy and comfortable life without a pearl?

If you are a mouse, who is stuck in a cage with a cheese cake, do you eat the cake or not?

In earlier times, the piggy bank is used to save money. Once it is filled, it has to be broken.
If it is not to be filled, after some time it'll be a precious antique.
Which do you want to have?

Answer these questions with your heart. Until a day when you able to give a constant answer, then you're officially matured!

Find someone who understands you, and also hope you are that someone who understands him/her.

The intelligent like to guess people's heart, although every time they get it right, but they will lose their own...

The innocent and naive love to give their hearts, although they get laughed at all the time but they would have won over other people's hearts.

Fish said: "I can't see my tears because I am in the water."
but the water said: "I can feel your tears because you are in my heart."

Learn to grow up, accept facts, you'll be more matured!



vincent

Boring~

sigh sigh sigh,


exams are still here...
tons of works to do...

I need to study,
I need to sleep,
I need to play,

but most importantly, I need to bear that particular feeling.

Auch!


But what crap is this? I'm now at cyber cafe, online.

GEWireless is getting worse and worse.

Sigh.. I missed her a lot.


Gotta go!

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Shooting-star Promise =)

That night I was at the park,
Looking at the big round milky moon.
Sitting alone in a lonely freezing ice field
As all the stars are twinkling above me.

The stars are like people living in this world,
Everyone is shining with their own intensity of light,
Some shine brighter, which makes them noticeable.
Some emit dimmer light, but once they're noticed, they're also amazing.
Since the stars, whether shining brightly or dimly,
They're all wonderful,
Just wonderful.

That instant I saw a shooting star,
Swiftly I made a wish,
I want to be better,
I want to shine brighter in that crowd,
You need not to notice me,
But I will emit more brighter light,
I want to light up my future,
And yours =)

Time flows..
Every time I am chasing the dream,
But until now still it does not come true.
I don't know how long will this lasts,
Until the day when the dream .

Maybe this is the end,
Maybe I can't reach the goal,
Maybe I'm not that good,
Maybe I am weak...
What a weak tone I speak in.
It feels bitter as I'm such a failure.



But then I remembered,
The wish I made to the shooting star in that starry starry night,
The promise I vowed in front of you,
The dream that I dream every night.
And most importantly,
The words that you said to me..

It is still there,
It has not change at all with the passage of time...

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..
...
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.·˙˙·.. ·˙


I will stand out =)
This is a promise of a life-time!




Vincent

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

梦想

笑一笑啊!
怎么你不笑?
微笑啊!

=) 那假冒的微笑,又能撑得住到何时呢?

摆脱了悲伤的彼岸,据说可以找到微笑;
一旦真的到达了那儿, 究竟又有什么在等待着我们?
在痛苦的尽头,据说幸福在等待;
我仍在继续寻找,那被摧毁成粉沙的感觉;
在那鲜红的伤痕的背后,是眼眶里落出那闪耀的泪光。

如果我真的能看得见明天,
也许现在也不会在叹息;
现在就像在逆水而行的孤舟一样,
但现在也就奋力往前吧!

我踏上了这段路程,
并不是因为我要逃避一切,
而是为了追求我想要的梦想。

我已踏上了这段路程,
我已经历了风风雨雨,
泪水也哪何止一公升;
但那彼岸还有多远?
我不知道,
但还是继续向前吧!



离开了靠岸,
没有了依靠,
击沉了的孤舟,
我什么都没了,只剩下那所谓直觉的方向,
算了,还是能向前的!
就展开那双失去羽翼的翅膀朝那方向飞去吧!
加油,加油!
继续加油吧!你可以的!
带着微笑和盼望,往那儿飞去吧!='(




祈豪

I'm rich ='(







p/s: Sorry deleted last post. I find it offensive and shouldn't have posted it. Sorry guys.



vincent

Thursday, May 31, 2007

[Updates] Explosion and Win Yourself a Prize!

Heiya I'm back again, to bring you the update of the incident last night. Last night I slept quite late (making stars), so today woke up quite late, around 11am. So I quickly get myself a wash-up and ran down with my V600i (Seriously I NEED a camera now) and try to snap some picture so that I can show you all.

The incident view from my block

Can't see anything from this picture, right? Okie, let's move closer..

In case you can't read Malay, the signboard says: "Caution! TNB working is proceeding." Hehe, this is my version:

"Dont't come near! Dangerous area. You are a JPA scholar. Don't die here and waste government's spendings on you."

The TNB people are working on the box. I heard from my friend that they changed the whole power box with a new one. Come come, let's go closer...


What's the use of the bulldozer? Me myself also don't understand..


"I want to see closer..."

"What the heck? This is the nearest you can get?"

Haha.. I didn't go nearer, of course. Scare to die.. Typical JPA holder.. *wink wink* LoLx.


Last post I mentioned that we all stood very far right? This picture will give you a better understanding, if you don't. =)


Wakakaka... But also, if we go nearer, the officer sure will shooooooo~ us away. So, very embarrassing right? So don't go near better.

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I lazy to open another post. But this is really interesting. I updated my Messenger Plus! Live to version 4.2.1. Haha! And I found out something! Got "game" to play. Want to win LCD Screens, Xbox 360, Nintendo Wii and PlayStation 3?! Come come and play. All you need to do is to install the newest Messenger Plus! Live to your Messenger Live. Then try your luck =)


In this window every coordinates are different. I mean, one of the "dot" in this picture will make you win a prize. So far I haven't find any. 13 prizes left for this week :'(