A looked forward weekend

Okay... let me have my.. ermmm... last words... for this weekend at least. Haha.

Tomorrow (or rather today), I'll be going to a Church camp. Haha... this is the 2nd time I'm joining this camp. The memories of first time last year still with me. I still remembered I asked around about the mental preparation for my first time church camp. Hehe. Guess this is the second chance? Haha. I'm looking forward to it; looking forward to see people, the old and the new ones; see Markus Rose, see Sonika, see Kie Yie.. and many many others more... Missed everyone a lot and it'll be a great time to catch up with everyone's life. I am simply soooo excited. Of course, the greatest pleasure is to enjoy time with God and God alone despite that whole pile of assignments. I'm gonna toss them aside for a while and to be with God. It's been a long time since I really spent time with God, and FJJ, don't ask the question "how your relationship with God?" today, cause I'll feel guilty. Hypocrite, yes. Ha ha.

It'll be another wonderful weekend. This time I need not to travel to somewhere far far again. This time it's in STUTTGART. And next year will probably held at here too! Arrhhh.. I'm too excited now. I'll try to cover everything with pictures... Yea. Pictures camho-ing with Steph. Hahaha. I'll bring everything steph.

Besides that, I'm really happy now as today I've finally finished 1 of my assignments and will hand up tomorrow. And then and then, my responsibility to organise a badminton competition... everything is done!! And the competition will be held here in Heilbronn! Homeground, never lose. Haha. I'm gonna win this time. Bite the gold. Although this year don't have my favorite Men Single, but I'm looking forward to everything!

Yea, sort of like a lift-up after all the down falls in life. I need GOD.

Oh yea Amy, in case you're reading this, thank you for the sharing!!!! It's my pleasure to skype with you, although it was 3am in the morning lol. And yea, I felt the peace you're talking about. Hehe.

So ermm, I'll not be updating anything soon. Oh well, my blog has been so lately no? sorry sorry. But anyway, pray for me okay. Pray for my safety throughout this weekend, pray so that I can get one gold at least, pray so that I could conduct the event nicely. Oh yea, I joined Men Double and Mix Double. I have partners who can understand my demands strategies... Hehe.

Pray for me la auf jeden Fall.

Oh yea, I would be glad if you all can come to give me support. Last year I didn't get much because I was freshie. LoL. Support me.

Vote for Victory:

[x] Vincent

here to read more.

Another random thingy, mom dad, I think I miss you all alot. Hehe. Out of sudden. Not home sick, not missing home, but missing both of you.

Haha.

God, I know You love me, and you make my day!

xoxo.

Signing off,

V //<-- my new nick lol.

Gee - Younha

This is quite nice... =)

hehe=)

I see people change.

He has changed.

She has changed.

You have changed.

They have changed.

Although the world is getting bad by days, I know, that it is going to be much better.

And I want to change, too. =)

Pappy

ui ui pappy,

Happy birthday! Hope you can see this. Mom let pappy knowwwwwwwww =D

Vincent

Stars

Best quote of the month, perhaps the year:

It's like the stars in the sky, you will never reach them, but by following them, they will lead you to your destination.

It gave me some sort of new perspectives of life. I hope you will feel the same way too.

Stress?

[i]n times when I smile,

[c]arries inside the worries in me,

[h]aunted.

[b]its of emotionals,

[r]abbits separated from place where human stay,

[a]nother messed up stories to know,

[u]nforseen circumstances,

[c]ompiling all these together,

[h]e alone understands,

[e]verything.

[P]erhaps you don't understand,

[a] line that lies in between,

[u] just read the first word of each line,

[s]lowly, and tell me,

[e]ya boy, you surely need one.

ffs. I need one. Maybe a hybernation of this blog too.

a little bittle sweetness? Arh.. Strawberries.

How Can I Not

I feel like.. I know.

I feel like.. I can.

I feel like.. I will.

But in the end, talks are all I can.

Sigh. Kinda screwed things up.

Didn't have enough sleep.

Worried over some internal struggles, but as I've said, refusing to let go..

Refusing to let God.

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Sometimes I wonder, how rebellious me myself is; knowing that God is in control of all things, but the my ego stubbornness stimulate me to move on, without Him. It feels strange, but I feel like an egg, rolling on horizontal surface of a brick wall. Because eggs are oval, so no matter how far I can roll across the wall, or how fast I can roll, or maybe even stay still, I'll fall.

I know, by going on like this I'll fall.

I'll f-a-i-l.

But times, I just wish I could have a more clearer mind; a peaceful heart; a sense of satisfaction of what I have; a love-filled body; and a contented soul.

No, I've gone too far. Too far. Too proud. Too egoistic. Too show-off. I've been resounding people's past praises in my head, when God is asking, "my child, what are you doing? Why do you give your attentions to My creations, but not to the Creater of all things that you could ever known?"

But then, this God has always been faithful. This God still shows me His greatness and His love by keeping on to remind me of Him.

This song really made me thought a lot. How could...

JS - How Can I Not (Original)

How could You..

Hope it reminds you of His great and endless love too.