The last drop of tear

..::*+ Small Talk+*::..

Wow, Blogspot can post movie clips already. how fun, but sadly, I don't have a camera nor something similar. Haha... Saving money... So someday someday...

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Today will be the last day I shed my tears about my life.
Today will be the last day I ever look down on myself.
Today will be the last day I let my opportunities in everything walk past me.
Today will be the last day I ever tangle up myself.
Today will be the last day I screw my life.

Tomorrow will be the first day I have a proper and well-planned life.
Tomorrow will be the first day I manage my expends carefully and neatly.
Tomorrow will be the first day I will smile to my new life.
Tomorrow will be the first day I will draw out my life.
Tomorrow will be the first day that my blog ever mention about my sadness.

Actually I'm so sicked about my blog, everyday mentioning about sad stories and about my break up, after so many months. Yes, I'm still sad over it, but then I realized that if I keep on staying in this situation, nothing will be better. She'll not coming back for me, if I don't change to attract her, right?

XXX says (8:32 PM):
get over it la
if u keep on like this she'll hate u more
and im on her side this time
XXX says (8:33 PM):
u r annoying and u r stalking
i definitely resent that
and i will loathe seeing u
~~(*) *+γÏηÇξאţ+* (*)~~™- טιדῐМʎʈξρǏҫҤʊ says (8:33 PM):
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XXX (8:33 PM):
just let god decide lo
dun force her
XXX says (8:36 PM):
a hopeless guy whos too in love and dont the courage the let go and the only matters to him is love love and love
i know her
she never likes guys like u
with no ambition and only wans love
XXX says (8:37 PM):
these r useless and lame guys no girls would wan
XXX says (8:38 PM):
prove to her that u r worthy of her attention instead of wallowing in self pity
u must try
stop discouraging urself
sigh...im deprived energy to console u la
up to u la

I chatted with one of my friend. I told her about my stuffs, my feelings, my thoughts. This is the respond she gave me. Sour and bitter right? But that's the essence. I really need to learn from what people said about me. Not all, of course, but at least inhale some useful comments. I need to learn. I have lots of space to grow up. And seriously, I CAN'T STAY AT MY CURRENT SITUATION FOREVER.

XXX says (9:39 PM):
ur only prob is ur love life

And seriously I need to put it aside. I cannot afford myself to keep on drowning in love life. I've been living in a life where I spot for cute girls and claiming that I like them but i never ask to for them. It's sounded more like horny right? I need to stop this.

Well tomorrow, the beginning of the new chapter of my life. I'll let You to decide the path of my love life. But as for my future, I'll do it myself. I will do hard for the DSH exam.

Speaking of which, I only have a week's class before my DSH exam comes. Nervous of course. My last part of the ticket to Germany. Must do well.

Guys, pray for me. Tell me more about myself. Comments welcomed =)



vincent

Updates...

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..
错过，有时候也不是一件不好的事，
错过了的树叶，落在泥土上，自然会变成肥料，
错过了的果子，落在泥土上，自然会长成一棵会开花结果的树，

有时候因为错过，我们才懂得去珍惜，
有时候因为错过，我们才能得到某些东西，
最重要的是，我们应该从错过中吸取教训，
将来才不会再错过好的东西。

所以，千万别因为错过而感到永远的伤心与悲哀。

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Today I bought some white gauze swabs, yellow lotion and surgical tape from Guardian to treat my wounds on my knee. My wounds are getting better already, but just that some pale yellow gross liquid will form at the surface of the wounds. I think that's what the biology students called "plasma" or something. I have not study anything to do with biology since SPM. And I could not recall that I studied anything about it in the past. I'm such a person whose brain is one of the worst in this world. Haha.

Anyway, haven't heard anything from the coach about the match. I'm very sure now that we're out from the group. We might be the last in our group. Sad sad. This year actually is another perfect year to win SAF, since all the good good players all went to don't-know-where. Maybe they graduated. Especially Najib from Fakulti Sains Sukan. I was hoping to see him this year. Guess I don't even have the chance to go to main campus to see other great players playing, such as Tong (or Tom, I don't know) and another guy whose name I don't know. Sad. Well, it's my last year to play for INTEC. I hope INTEC someday will have players who are much much better than me. And I hope the next SAF will not be held during our break. NO BODY CAN PLAY, EVERYONE WANTS TO GO BACK. Sigh.

Come to think about my life again, the 3rd part of my ticket to Germany is coming: My DSH German Exam is not very far from now, and yet my essays are still fulled of red inks, almost everywhere. Gosh! Must work harder and harder and harder!


vincent

A fall in life, a sadness in heart

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..

Hmmph, what's with the feeling again? Sigh.. ▄█▀ █▬█ █ ▀█▀!!

我的情况又属于落潮了。。。。。。。。。。。

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Hahaha... just some update about myself.


So today (Monday, sorry, it's already 12am) I suppose to go for badminton competition to make INTEC qualify into the knock-out stage. But sadly, all the players (except me and Tee Tat) went back to hometown so after the coach scratched his head and pulled out his hairs, he decided to forfeit the match. Meaning, we're something like being "walked-over" (badminton language). So sad, especially when it is the last time that I'll play for INTEC. And I'm sure they won't give me a certificate for being one of the best players in INTEC. Kidding. Nah, I'm not hoping for that. What for? It's not that it is equivalent for another 1 point for my A-Level result. Haha. Lame.

Sigh, so Lin Dan won the Championship. Good for him. Just did not feel easy with his pose in the Star after he won the match. And it makes me think of that that day when I defeated the guy from Fakulti Undang-undang, I did the same ( ok, similar =.=) pose and I think their fans were not really happy with me. I think only, don't know the truth.

MAYBE I REALLY DON'T LOOK LIKE A PROFESSIONAL PLAYER.

Sigh. Maybe someday I'll be shot death just like that young MCA youth leader. Just that I'm not driving a Mercedes (in future, maybe got =D) and I don't even have a girlfriend (not to mention a wife??!) to go out and have breakfast.

Never mind. Skip that stupid imagination. Yesterday I was so excited to play football and guess what? I fell down and had a slice of skin out from my knee. If not mistaken I think I "drifted" a bit after I fell. It looks like only minor scratches, but mind you, it's really pain in the leg when I'm taking shower after that.

And after I came out from the bathroom I felt like my left leg was paralyzed. So the next day in school I was like limping the whole way and yes I know, lot's of people giving me that kind of look. =.=¨

Tadaa~ This is how it looks like..

And then after school we went to gym again. And my ex urged me to go to the office to get treated. We found ourselves a first-aid kit and she started to "play" with the stuffs in it on my leg. She commanded me to sit down and stop moving around. As she was treating me I can't help myself from staring on her, thinking back of all the memories. But yes I know, I understand the difference in our status so I did not say much except " Your future boyfriend must be very fortunated".

In that moment I tested the sensation of the mixture of sweet and sour. She insisted that she treated me because she want to play will the tools in the kit. I don't know what to say nor to think. I scared if I take another step towards her she might flee off from my sight from that instant. Sad.

She was not from St. John nor Red Cresent, but her techniques was not bad at all. I just like the look on her face when she's seriously handling a task. One of thousand reasons why I loved and still love her. And my friends said for that I'm crazy. *rolling eyes* maybe I am...

I AM!

My hope to see INTEC went into knock-out stage shattered. My wish to play a proper badminton match before I leave Malaysia remained unfulfilled. I'm sad. I just hope my injured knee will recover soon. It's really hard to be mobile =.=¨



vincent

PROTON-BWF World Championships 2007

..::*+Small Talk+*::..

Sigh.. I'm so frustrated about Monday's match. Everyone already went back. Who'll play for INTEC on Monday? Sigh... =.=!


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Talking about badminton, it's so sad to see Malaysia players all fell down. The PROTON-BWF World Championships 2007 is surely shocking. Taufik Hidayat was silenced by India's Anup Sridhar, who later beat Hafiz. Peter Gade, Chong Wei were beaten by Sony. What the heck man?! See the score between Chong Wei and Sony.

21-7, 21-11

Explanation? At first he blamed the coach for pressuring him, later took back the comment and blame back himself. What I don't understand is that, why 7 and 11?? Maybe he's helping 7-11 to do advertisement. Heck!? Never mind. Maybe this will give him a good lesson.

Speaking about double, Kean Kiet- Boon Heong failed to show that they're on-form. Sigh. There's still plenty of room for both of them to improve, but still, they better train hard. Tan Fook-Wan Wah, I guess they did their best. 20-22, 26-28. They really fought to win.

Women single I like Mew Choo. She's the one that have been doing well, among all the Malaysian players. She beat Xie Xing Fang!! Don't play play! Xin Fang is world 2nd seeded. I hope Mew Choo can keep up with her outstanding performance.

Sigh... Mixed doubles. Actually I was expecting something from Malaysia, but sigh..

For those of you who're interested to know the scoreline, you can check here (Thanks to Boon for giving me this link!)

Mens Singles
Womens Singles
Mens Doubles
Womens Doubles
Mixed Doubles

Seriously, Malaysian players need to train harder in order to win the next tournament.



Vincent

2nd of 3 parts to Germany + SAF 2007 (part 2)

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..

Yu Sian, sorry ya! Haha... But that day you were kind of surprise that I got C for my English. Haha... Okie okie. Sorry, don't angry me!

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~SAF 2007~
Yesterday I got badminton competition too. Yes, at main campus. For SAF competition. Well, yesterday was a great moment for me, and I'm sure all the other players too. We glorified INTEC's name. Yeah!

So, our 1st single, Zulfadli from A-Level Medic (ALM) won his single game against Fakulti Undang-undang (FUU)'s 1st single. Well, I was so scared that he might lose to opponent, since he was making quite a number of mistakes and he looked so panicked. But luckily he won, which allowed INTEC to draw our First Blood.

Next, double pair Zhang Ve (Korean Program) and Tee Tat (ALM) played against them in a breath-taking match. I'm sure it was a great moment for them. The opponents were strong and they two never partnered before. And they were so panicked. All we could do was to cheer them and "planted" the will to win in them. And they chased back the score from the edge of losing, and won by 30-29. Sweat sweat sweat!

Next came my turn. If not mistaken I played against their top-seeded. Wow! At first I was kind of nervous, you know, playing with someone that you never see before. Haha... Anyway, after 6 points I started to settle into the game and played on-form. I don't know what happened, it's like, I suddenly can do skills and own the speed that I never had before. I managed to do some faking. So fun. And after a serious game, I won. It was significant because with this victory, INTEC won against FUU. YES! And it felt great.

So finally we claimed our first overall victory. Yea! Next game will be on Monday. Sad sad... Everyone will be on holiday and I don't know who will play for the game next week. Pray hard for me!

~A-Level Result~
OMG! OMG! Yes, today result came out and I got pity pity 14/15. My friends back in Kuching and some other juniors congratulated me, saying that it was very very good. But deep in my heart, I felt sour, if they know how easy it is to get 15/15. Sad sad.

Very sad...

And guess what? I just short of 6 marks for Chemistry to get an "A". Argghhh... Well, but what to do? A fact is a fact, just that I'm not happy over it. My gang here all got 15/15, except me.

Why is it always like this?! Why I always short of a tiny little bit to be perfect? Sigh.. I don't know. From UPSR, PMR, SPM, and now A-Level, all were like nearly perfect. Sob sob...

What to do? What to do?

Haha, I still remember this quote from Mr. Ang back in Kuching during our Add-math classes. It is as if his "registered quote" or something like that. Haha...

Well, 14/15, I cannot go Esslingen, most probably. Sad sad... Now it's time to choose the Fachhochschule that I want to go. Which should I choose?

It' sad... What the heck with B for Chemistry? Err... 480/600 to get "A"

vincent

SAF 2007 part 1

SAF SAF!!

Last night I went to Kompleks Sukan Delima at Main Campus to play Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF) 2007. Wow... I really missed those times since my first visit. They were surely unforgettable moments. Hahah...


This year we're not in luck in our group. We got FSSR team in our group, and it was a huge "road-block" to qualify ourselves to play in the knock-out stage. T,T Compare to last and last last time, this year is the worst. Haha... but luckily we still got better players compare to last year..

Last night we played against the great FSSR where there's a UiTM seeded ( is "seeded" spelled like this? ) player with nickname "Tong" STILL in their team. Woosh... He played the 1st single and Fadli (the ALM senior, I forgot what name already =P) from our team played against him. And he lost terribly, of course. Haha... But actually I thought he can win that Tong, since both of them have the same playing style. But, haih... never mind. I knew he tried for his best already. =D

As for me, I won my match. It was so scary, since most of the staffs (I knew them all~) watching at my game. Haha... At first I was quite nervous and could not play well. But after 15 points I got back my nerve and courage and played well. I won splendidly. 30-18 if not mistaken. Yay!

But sad thing, both of INTEC's double also lost. Overall only me and Jacky won our match. I'm quite disappointed with the result, since all of our players nearly win their game. Sad sad... But I don't blame them, since they did not play many matches compare to me and Jacky so maybe they're nervous about it. But I do respect all of them, they've tried their very best and they're all worthy of a praise.

Tonight we'll have another game. A game that we must win in order to qualify for the Knock-out Stage. I'll do my best. And I believe my comrades will do their best too! Pray for me, pray for INTEC.

And pray for my A-Level result tomorrow. Haha... I'm starting to get nervous about it. I'm wondering what kind of result I will get. God knows. =)


Gambatteh, Qi Hao!




vincent

Secret 不能说的秘密

Heiya~! Just finished watching Jay Chou (周杰伦)'s Secret, 不能说的秘密. I thought it would be like last time when he filmed Initial D, where everyone said Jay acted very lousy and low quality. I thought this time he's like that again - Always keep his mouth as small as possible.

But this time different.

He speak a lot and his mouth opened much bigger compare to the Initial D.

Storyline... It's about a girl who somehow traveled further 20 years. Everyone cannot see her except Jay (The character that Jay Chou plays also called Jay). They fell in love with each other. Basically is something like that. But if you want to know the whole story, I suggest you go watch the movie. This time is worth to watch, especially those scenes when he plays piano. I enjoy the music more than the story line. LoL.

Err.. Overall I give this movie 7.5/10. The 2.5 deduction is because of the following reasons:
1. The storyline is kind of immature. You'll feel like you're watching shows like the stupid Meteor Garden (流星花园), where those F4 people filmed the show.

2. Not very logical and some part of the movie I still don't understand. Need to watch it again.


Guessed that's all. But I can't give comment about the sounds and effect stuffs. I downloaded from internet (illegally) so it's sort of like pirate recording inside the cinema. Yes, the CAM thingy. So I'll wait till the DvdRip comes out.

Will go to Cinema to watch if got time. =D Not like the Initial D. I watched just to see they drift, although nothing much compare to Too Fast Too Furious: Tokyo Drift. Haha...

Surprise is that Jay Chou himself is the director of the movie. His first time if not mistaken. Anyway, 加油 Jay Chou! New album when will come out? Haha... Can't wait. Can I find it in Germany? LoL.



Vincent

1st of 3 parts of Ticket to Germany!

I remembered, I was still enjoying my new single life, and was still drowning in the sorrow of the relationship. I was still lying on the bed, thinking how bad I was. I was there at CA, hearing full-heartedly at the motivation talk of the young Joash. I was there, playing badminton with Jackie, while teaching each other how to improve ourselves. I was there, waiting sharp on 5.45pm (GMT +8.00) for the "dinner aunty" to come. I was there then, enjoying the dinner while the rubbish collector comes in very punctually around that time. I was there, playing CS against those lame lousy Bots.

And I was there, as the English Cambridge result came out.

What the heck?!

Yea, I got a damn big "C" for my English. It's sad as I was expecting myself to get at least a "B". Most of us got the big boastful "B" while I was pinned as a crappy crying-sad "C". How sad, how sad, indeed..

The moment soon after I told Mdm Kahartini my candidate number and she revealed my result, I felt a bit bitter. BITTER. And sad. But I hid those feelings, as people around me got a better "B". It was sad, sad ,sad...

I "scratched"here and there, just to release my anger and dissatisfaction. But then, I realized...

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REJOICE!

Yes, I could have get worser result. I could have failed. I could have been the one crying. I could be the one that being hurt, instead of hurting someone else. Let's just keep the details silence :(

And yes again, I should be happy over it. I deserve a "C", for my attitude and commitment during my English lectures. It was sad to recall the incident.

~~~ The Story ~~~
We were somehow lazy to do the assignment that Mdm Rahimah gave us. Sort of like boycott her. She was so angry with us and asked us to go to the library and finish the assignment in 2 hours time. And I think I grunted or something when there went...

"Goh, I don't want to see your that facial expression."

And yes again again! I still remembered this quote. It was now like, a "lesson" in my mind that I carried along in my life, until the very end.

And from that day onwards we never dare to put aside her assignments.

~~~ The End ~~~

After like 3 hours after I got my result today, I felt calm again, knowing my capabilities. But that super-smart Yu Sian was like "OMG! How come a "C"? I got "A" for my Cambridge's English Literature!" And I was like "zzz". But I guess "C" is kind of bad, really really bad.

But cheers~! I got 1/3 of the "invitation ticket" to Germany already. The other 1/3, the BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG one will come to me (hopefully) on the coming Thursday. Wow, speaking of which, I'm starting to get nervous about it. I wonder what result will it turn out to be?

And of course, now I must study my German language super duper hard too. 4th of September will be the last piece to form my ticket, my German Language Exam (DSH Exam). Last year was terribly hard, the lecturer said. Perhaps this year will be easier? I need to study hard now!

And yes, my badminton training will start this coming Sunday night. My 3rd and my last year to play Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF). I was quite memorable though. I still remember, that my 1st year I played for the competition alongside with my seniors, Wen Tak, Siew Chun, Ee Kang ( Did I spelled his name correctly?!) and some others more. And the sad thing was, we managed to get the 1st in our group and got into the knock-out stage. There was when all of us were busy and some other lousier younger players were chosen to play in replace of us.

And they screwed the game, the fame that we built, the match, and the team. I'm not blaming them, and I know they've tried their best, but I'm just not satisfied.

And last year, we led the Group, again. Thanks to Jay Sern for ATU, an ALM's Terengganu-state player ( he claimed himself and I don't think anyone would say bubbles for that), the Penguin a.k.a. Tanggang and Koboi. 1st round in the knock-out stage we met Fakulti Sains, Sukan dan Rekreasi (FSSR) and of course, we were no match for them. They were simply too strong, which makes me think of the scene ( I don't know why!?) where an Overlord drives over a Attack-Bike in C&C Generals.

Never mind. This year, CAN WE MAKE IT? I personally haven't see the list. I don't know who's same group as us. I know nothing. Hopefully I can find out on Sunday or Monday. =D

I'll try my best to do it the best once again. My last year, my last time. Definitely I'll crush everything that's in the way.



Vincent

light me a path, please.

It is hard.. to lay out that one step, just to be different. People will regard you as deserter of the troop. And worst come to worst you might have been shot down, like how it was shown in those combat movies.

But still, we need to be tough. We need to stay strong. We need to focus on our goal. We need to move on. We need to carry forth our dreams. After all, those who succeed were the those who had dreams, right?

A not-very-close friend of mine put this quote on her MSN for very very long time : "Settle with the past, engage with the present, believe in the future". It sounded so sweet and nice. The essence behind the quote is the truth of how we should face this challenging world. But I know it is hard to do so. Not when you've put in your whole effort to make it wonderful. To make it your own paradise. To make it the memories that never leak away from you. To make you feel sweet and happy. And most importantly, to make it lasts eternally.

But then I realized, nothing will last forever. The sun will die out, according to the scientists, who managed to come out with evidence that support their theory. The leaves on a tree will fall down eventually, not just only when the fall comes. Human will die someday. Everything will end, someday.

But not this heart.

I don't know why. I just don't. I thought it can die out someday, but seems like so far it can't. Or maybe it won't. I don't know. Why am I have to be so indifferent? They all seem like already letting go. Some even found their new love ones. But why can't I do so? What's the different between me and them? Don't I human too?

I'm so depressed about his. Oh God, if You are not to let me be with her, why can't you give everything an end? Let my soul "rest". Let me get over with this.

But if You mean to have the opposite happens, tell me not to give up. Tell me to continue to stand in the rain, for if the rain goes, it is when the warm sunshine to come.

I need answers.

Sad. It's just a cry from the deepest of my heart. It's pain.



Vincent

Pikom PC Fair August 2007

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..
Sigh... Just when I thought the storm has gone and sunny day again.. Why things repeating itself? It was the sensation that has gone long time ago. And it came back to me again. My heart beat faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and faster again, when you're just an inch away from me. I know I think too much. But it's just... I don't know.

Why am I keep on being like this? I wish I can be someone who is not so love-blinded. I'm like a maniac. What the heck?

There can I see how firm I am at my current situation. I'm not firmly rooted on the decision that we made. Stupidly me, how come I'm such a person?

Wait... I can't keep on whining like this. Rejoice! that I'm still a nice person who willingly to take up all the responsibilities and all the cost of everything. At least, in my love life =D

I wonder, can I ever allowed to say "I miss you" again? Is our promise ever come true? Is our best best enough?

No! I want to be better. At least than my current self.

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Pikom PC Fair, 03-05 August!
Yep yep! Today went to PC fair with Xiang Yu, Pau and Theng Theng. We came back, had some rest and some of us changed cloths, then off we went to Kuala Lumpur Convention Center (KLCC) to join the heat of the 1st day of PC fair!

We went there by taking Commuter KTM from Shah Alam to KL Sentral. Then we took Putra to KLCC station. Each stabbed out blood worth of MYR2.50 and MYR1.60 from my wallet. Haha, I exaggerated, honestly, it was quite cheap compare to the distance we traveled. If we took taxi, guess how much it cost?

Anyway, we reach there around 3pm I guess. There was a part where we had to walk a small distance to the Exhibition Hall from the Twin-Corn ( It DOES LOOK LIKE CORNS, DON'T THEY?) The sun was shining freakingly hot. We went in. My heart sank, as I look at the plan. Same-old-fashion way of direction that we should move and SAME category at the SAME hall. Oh my gosh. It was so lame, I wonder if they can change the layout in December to make it more "adventurous"? I guess the answer is "NO".

Anyway, although it was Friday afternoon, but still, very very crowded. Maybe they all have the same set piece of mind as some of my friends (you KNOW yourselves that I'm talking about YOU!): "Friday ma... many people still working, some only will come on Sunday because the booths will sell things much much cheaper than today, so today won't be so many people". Yep, if this is true, then on Sunday I guess the building will be overflowing with peoples.

We searched and looked for the things that we wanted to buy. I personally have nothing to buy, I just want to see some new technologies. I was keeping my eye as I walk, I do not want to loose the opportunity to have a glance on QuadCore and GeForce 8800GTX! And hooorrrayyy! I saw only the 8800 thingy. I was like kind of satisfied with it, haha.... The price is MYR1999. Is it cheap? Dumb question.

But what I did not expect was the Blu-Ray! YeAh! Blu-Ray, I saw it already. I was happy for that. And they did place some information about the Blu-Ray thingy. Happy, happy! But still, I sad because didn't see any modified PC (PC-modding). Sigh, last year still got the front-part-openable-casing-with-big-big-fans PC with hydrogen liquid (if not mistaken) as the cooling agent. But this time, I see none! Or maybe I missed the PC. You tell me.

And about games, yeah, got people showed MetalSlug game (PC version) to attract people to buy their joysticks. Haha. And there was a booth for a Chinese Online Game, I forgot what name. But sadly, I was thinking that it should be the time to heat up Granado Espada, but nothing turned out. Granado Espada (GE), the Mass-Multiplayer-Online-Role-Playing-Game (MMORPG) created by the creator of Ragnarok. Don't tell me you don't know about Ragnarok. >.<
1. Granado Espada Official Website
2. Granado Espada @ Wikipedia


There was a booth that hangs a banner which says "All toys and merchandises will be sold at MYR1.00 for every hour. There you can get the Poring, Angeling, etc soft toys from Ragnarok (Don't tell me you don't know about Ragnarok!). But I don't know whether it is true or not, even until now. So, if you're free, just wait in front of the booth and grab when you have the chance. Oh ya, Apacer (If not mistaken, I was glancing quickly through) also got host some quizzes stuffs that you can win something back. I don't know what the thing is, but it was very funny to see all the adults like kindergarten kids. "One, two, THREE!" and everyone raised up their hands like what we did in the primary and kindergarten times. Weird but funny. LoL.

When we want to go back, the situation was horrible. The Putra train broke down. And everyone was queuing there, and all of my friends said it was so crowded that they nearly fainted. Imagine, more than 60 people (Just a random figure, I didn't actually go and count, just an estimation) in an area of max 10x10 meter. What the heck!? So, we had to walk out from the Corn-Tower and towards the nearest Monorail station. Luckily the weather was sort of fine. If not, I'll become charcoal again. >.<>

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CROWDED!

Very very crowded. So we had to walk and find a spot where there was relatively lesser people. Haha... luckily we all managed to get into the next train. If not, OMG! Sure die... And so we reached back, all exhausted. But some one saw some few Korean Program girls playing at the cement field where we always play football, he got super excited. Yes, this person..

Some pictures about PC fair.. I'll post up later. I haven't get photos from my friends. So, sorry ya!





vincent

CA 02-08-07

..::*+ Small Talk +*::..
Today I was so boring in class. And I drew this picture. Looks like who? Haha... No one.


Life is like a boat, floating in the sea, when the wave comes, it goes higher, when the wave passes, it fall back down.

Gosh... What's with the internet today. The connection is good like normal but I can't post up images. Sigh sigh.. Will update when it's possible, hopefully tomorrow. Cheers!


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Campus Alive!

Fun fun fun! I feel like going CA EVERY TIME! Today's CA still continued the clean streak - Never bored me. Every CA sessions that I attended was fun and enjoying. I got to hear good advices and talks, not just to the Christians, but everyone. Yes, everyone.

Today's Speaker was Pastor Jeffrey ( Correct me if I'm wrong) and he talked about how to be outstanding. He quoted a story from Matthew 14. The story:

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During the fourth watch of the night,he came toward them, walking on the sea.

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When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. "It is a ghost," they said, and they cried out in fear.

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At once (Jesus) spoke to them, "Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid."

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Peter said to him in reply, "Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water."

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He said, "Come." Peter got out of the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus.

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But when he saw how (strong) the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!"

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Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"

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After they got into the boat, the wind died down.

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Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, "Truly, you are the Son of God."

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After making the crossing, they came to land at Gennesaret.

He is such a great speaker too, Pastor Jeffrey. He was very hilarious throughout the talk. He did a lot of jokes, of course never he joke about Christianity. And he managed to grab attentions from everyone. He spoke about what he had went through to be a pastor - how he then realized how empty he was spiritually, although he was a successful person in business and wealth; how much effort he put in to know Him better. Definitely not a one-night task.

He summarized that to be outstanding, there are 4 tips that we need to know:
1. Ask wisely
2. Listen actively
3. Act boldly
4. Focus rightly

These are the key to be outstanding. He explained these 4 points by taking example about Peter and his experience of walking on the water. I was glad that I understand what he was talking about. I swear if I didn't read the comic book that I bought at Charis last time, I won't be able to picture the whole thing. At least the comic book showed drawn pictures of the scene.

It was fun session with him. I like his style and attitude. He knows how to act according to situations. He knows when to be serious and when to be relaxed throughout the talk. Respect respect.

Meaningful session, don't it? Want to be outstanding? Then learn to step out from the boat, step out from the crowd, prove your skills. Prove your abilities. Then you'll be outstanding.

Seriously this is CAMPUS ALIVE!





vincent

My First tag!!

..::*+Small Talk+*::..
Gosh! Got tagged! LoL... Pei Pei, my first time being tagged, ok? so if I did something wrong just tell me ya! >.<
I guess this is suppose to be for female one so I just stroke out to make it suits me...



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1. Do you ever lie about your age?
>No,no... No lie. Guys what... Need not to hide...

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys girls”or “tough guys girls”?
>Definitely not tough girls right? So I'll go for sensitive then o.0

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys girls?
> I prefer blonde, but depends, if she suits me, then it's heaven!

4. Are you currently single?
>Double haha.. single already. Sad sad.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
>Important one I guess only 1?

6. Do you have a best friend?
>Yep I got lots of them, want me to name them?

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>Be a successful engineer and caring + loving + sensitive + protective guy

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
>Daniel or Xiang Yu or Pau or Yen Zhao If want to say girls, she's still that one that I last hugged.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
>Duh... Yup, someone threw a spear into me and the heart fractured into pieces.

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
>Guy + plastic surgery = LaLA

11. Do you like your life?
>I like my life where I'm growing and learning =D

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
>.......... Hollister? Guess not, it sounds like a shop for girls. Hahaha..

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend girlfriend from you?
>Not yet, maybe Xiang Yu? He "invested" already.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
>Of course. When playing DotA can count in?

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
>Guys, of course.

16. How long have you had friendster?
>Forgot already. If you interested then go see my profile.

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
>Honestly yes. I cheated when I say that word "okie".

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
>Yes, a lot.

19. Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
>No no. I don't dare. The most I'll do is just say "I want to slap you!".

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
>When Pau ask us to go eat Bak Kut Teh or Roast Duck >.< Blood comes out from my wallet!

21. Have you ever skipped a class?
>Sigh, I skipped to play football during secondary times. I skipped lecture at here pretending I was seriously sick. >.<

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
>Yes, Don't make me recall them again. Very sad.

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
>Yes, how many days? Nearly a month.

24. Have you ever not been able to get somene out of your head?
>She's the only one so far...

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
>Err... I prefer "once a scout, always a scout" :P

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
>Yes! And I was like, Deja vu.

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
>Yes, so please read my blog more.

28. Do u ever wish u were a guy girl?
>Yes. In Maple Story. My gan jie jie got a bf inside and the guy gives her a lot of cash stuffs. I also want =.=¨

29.Do you think women smell nice in perfume?
>IF and ONLY IF they choose the one that suits them.

30.Tag 5 people
1. eTuC
2. BoOn
3. Alicia
4. Cynthia
5. Yeam